Dear Diary,

Im so happy! yesterday receive a call from SAA officer Chin Soon said I got selected for the model student award! yeah! thought i would fail the interview that day bcos we went in in groups of 5. then for mine was e last group of 5 ppl.. then the other 4 students spoke till very well!! then the interviewers were like very impressed with them. I was quite nervous then kept smiling till so nervous..lol.. -.- but am really happy to receive the award!!the presentation ceremony will be held in 12 March..=) jus 3 days b4 going for Taiwan trip! yeah~!! i'm so looking forward to the ceremony!! hehehe.. Really wanna thank my lecturers for nominating me too!!

Then a while later, Ms Hope from SAA called me say the Women's Association will be holding a Lunch on 8 March.. then asked me to call another female friend along.. asked Hazel to go with me..hehehe.. so happy!!

Then went for SYCO prac.. the combine prac was kinda boring too.. prac halfway, Mervin from SPCO called me say he desperate looking for dizi to replace Hsien Han.. no wonder he didnt go for SYCO prac yesterday..-.- then too late for me to rush down to the Hotel cos i also didnt bring any shoes or costume.. very weird..

Then today so happy! went to sch for recording.. helped Hazel and she helped me too.. bonk also came to help us record bass! Then Geoff came in to pass me a gift.. guess wad!! I was so touched!!!! :')He gave me a blue pencil case with all my lecturers'(Tin Hee, Geoff, Tim R, Michael, Jimmy, Erica, Dr Tan & James) signatures on it! I was so happy to receive it! The pencil case also wrote 'Music is My Life' and Geoff told me not to give up Music. I'm really happy and blessed to have such wonderful lecturers! I will definitely not give up Music! Hope I can receive the scholarship to help me with the tuition fees to go Keele Uni! Nowadays Im having dreams of myself being a Recording Engineer inside studio helping singers record for their album. I hope to become like Geoff! Record Stefanie's albums.. ^_^ But of course teaching is also great!

my 2 dreams... ^_^ hope they'll come true!!

Then after recording we went to eat and i headed to CP to buy tmr's chalet stuffs.. then went to chiew hsia's house to play guitar while waiting for our badminton at 5pm-6pm. =D had fun playing with her and her sis.. long time nv exercise le.. then at night my father bought yu sheng for us to lo-hei! whahah! finally!! =D

Btw, I am so happy! i got a student le! next wed i'll be having my 1st ever 'paid' private dizi lesson with her. Very nervous.. but need to prepare myself too! i hope to become a good teacher like Hong Lao Shi!! =D

Jia You Ba, Me!!!

I hope everyday will be a happy day for everyone!!

May my father get well soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Buddha pls Bless my Father!!! Thank You!! =)

Tmr class chalet le!! yahoo!! hope it'll be fun!!!! first time staying overnight thru'out the chalet! =D wHAhahaHAhahaHAha!!!!!

Dear Diary,

Haha.. this morning went to help out SPCO for perf at Toa Payoh Safra.. Played 4 CNY songs.. but so sad la.. no money and no cca points.haha.. but long time nv go back SPCO le.. think since last june.. lol. Then saw Chen Jian Bin as their MC again.. same as last yr de. But so sad la.. only 10 of us went there.. seniors think only may fen and i.. the rest dunno go where liao. anyway, i singed up for NTU BA in Education.. see how ba.. if can receive overseas scholarship from local companies.. then i'll go keele uni.. if not, if i get chosen from NIE then i'll study BA in Education. whahaha!!

After that, went home then practised my dizi.. hong lao shi gave me the lan hua hua score. I love the melody so nice la! =D haha.. then went swimming with ah mei..

Around 7pm left house to meet mei hui and hazel at bishan.. went to hazel's house for dinner and play mahjong.. HAha! her husky dog's so cute la!! reminded me of yapben's husky dog too.. his dog's called lucky.. then hugged yik loong's leg.. then hazel's called lexus.. then he so perverted la! when mei hui and i went inside her house, lexus kept smelling our sensitive part.. so perverted dog!! haha.. then need to block with my hands to prevent his nose from touching it.. -.-" haha.. then hazel's dog's very good at fetching ball and giving hand shake. ^^ hazel's mum was very nice too. bought many delicious food for us and even got dessert and hot tea. hehe.. then she also gave us 2 tickets each to support her for her chinese dance concert.. =D we'll be there to support her..hehehe..

Then after dinner, hazel and mei hui taught me how to play mahjong.. this was my 2nd time playing.. i think e first time i played was during 2004 i think at jason's 2nd house.. forgot how to play le. then so fun!!! haha.. though only got 3 of us playing.. but it was fun! i didnt know mahjong's so fun to play.. though i dunno how they count the money.. hope to gather with them more.. so sad and sian la.. i msg the rest.. ling er and chiew hsia nv reply.. then yue ting evening not free.. actually last time said hao liao say CNY go each other's house bai nian.. but in e end cancelled.. haix. next wed's class chalet le.. really looking forward to it! but so sad la.. hazel mei hui they all not staying overnight.. then coming on e 2nd day for bbq.. /.\

Dear Diary,

haha... these few days so sian and so many things happened at home. My dad was hospitalised for 4 days on 2nd night of CNY.. at first thought was appendicitis. but after scanning, doc said was hole in his intestine.. called something like diverticulum..hai.. luckily dun need to operate.. doc injected him with antibiotics then ok liao. but then found out he got 'zhi chuang' in his rectum and stone in his gall bladder. hai.. my father so ke lian.. /.\ hope he'll recover soon.. these few days keep visiting temples to pray for him!

Then CNY was quite boring.. no one visited my home except for my bro's friends.. they so weird la.. came so late at night then didnt wish my mum.. so she didnt give them ang pao..lol -.-

But good thing was I got a few gigs from Dong Xiao and Su Min! hehe.. so happy!! though the gigs very scary cos no scores de.. have to roughy memorise -.-" BUt so fun la!!

hmm.. last sun went to raymond's house to celebrate his and jun's birthday. Quite fun..haha.. ate steamboat.. now only waiting for derek's steamboat.. all 3 of us had steamboat at our houses liao. =D

then tues went out with raymond and jun again.actually wanted to buy ticket to go genting but too ex.. so ended up watch Ah Long movie..haha.. so nice! =D then ate kenny rogers.. the food was not really fantasia.. so ex too.. hai.. but ok la...

Then valentine's day was sian.. /.\ hai.. i miss sch..

today went for another gig.. haha..

that's all..

Dear Diary,

Yahoo! today CNY le.. so fast la!! haha.. yesterday whole family went to vegetarian restaurant at Novena Sq for our reunion dinner.. the food's quite nice. but service not really good. Made us wait for so long.. -.- haha.. anyway, yesterday also quite fun. Morning went to ah ma house to eat lunch. so long nv see ah ma and ah kong liao..after that went to help my father buy hp. finally bought le.. nokia 2630..hehe.. within his budget =D then bought ray's present.. after that went to eat reunion dinner..whahaha

Today leh.. morning went ah ma house again to bai nian. hehehe.. actually thought it would be boring like last yr.. cos dunno y leh.. just feel so left out whenever i go there.. but after my mum told them i received scholarship to go keele and even came out in the newspaper, all of them suddenly had a different impression of me le.. like suddenly so concerned and proud of me. My grandfather was so supportive that he told me to tell him how much money i'll need and he'll prepare a sum for me. When i heard it, i was so touched la!! haix.. cos always thought my grandfather didnt like me.. only likes my brother.. but i guess i've been wrong all this while. i wanna study hard!!! and make my family proud.. =D i hope to get local scholarship to sponsor the rest of my tuition fees so that i dun need to trouble my family.. ^.^
But dunno should i be glad or sad.. cos i think i didnt get selected for the MIT internship interview. cos hazel and winnie received their call le.. but i havent.. maybe also good la.. i can go work during this period and plan my time well.. plus learn many survival skills..like cooking and other stuffs.. haha.. i wanna learn how to take care of myself and be independent!!

Today went to watch KungFu Dunk with my sis.. so funny la!! actually wanna watch ah long pte ltd de.. but tickets sold out. so fast man!! haha.. today also saw a lot of my relatives..hehe.. quite alright.. hope to see my cousin tmr.. today she didnt come.. i think its like 3 or 4 yrs since we last saw each other.. =(

anyway, looking forward to tmr!! got a gig at someone's house. earn money..whahaha!! then go ah ma house.. wheee!!


Happy Chinese New Year to Everyone!!! =D

Dear Diary,

Today super tired sia! another marathon for me..lol.. but i love it cos' its so challenging..whaha!

Morning at 11am went down to SP SAA for model student interview.. didnt know interview's in groups of 5 at one time.. my group was the last group and i was late.. actually not really late cos the person told me to come down at 1050am but suddenly at around 10.10am called me to ask whether could i come down earlier cos' the other groups were ending fast. But i couldnt cos still at Kovan i think..haha.. then when i reached there the other 4 ppl were waiting for me.. so paiseh la!!!!

Then when we went in, I was super so stressed and nervous!!! There were 3 interviewers all from SAA.. Then the 1st qn they asked was What you think a role model should be.. then the 4 ppl sitting around me, all started to take turns to say then i was the last one to say.. hai.. so nervous till i didnt know what to say.. haix.. Then the next qn was to tell them more about ourselves and our activites we take part.. This time round i was quite confident of what i wanted to say.. i even rehearsed at home a few times..haha.. but then when i started to talk, i was so nervous that i didnt know what i was saying.. all i said was about chinese orchestra.. the important points like representing SYCO to tainan perf i didnt say out! OH MAN!! regretted a bit.. then i was so nervous when i talked.. the other ppl talked till so confidentally and calmly.. and i think they all were great!! i think im wont get this award le.. cos i think i flunked it.. hai=( maybe im not even worthy to be a role model student.. i've yet to improve on myself more... i wanna improve myself in terms of character and academic!! OH MAN!!

After that, called hazel to ask whether she's in sch.. then chatted with her and watched anime while waiting for time to pass. I had to leave sch around 1230pm to go novena sq for performance again. Then chatted wif geoff.. he's so nice... say got things to pass me..haha.. i wonder what are the things.. hehe.. so excited.. he also said cant bear me to give up music.. hmm.. i must really think carefully.. saw Dr Tan on the way up too and she also encouraged me to go Keele Uni.. haha!! i love my lecturers!! =D

After chatting with Tim R about whether US or UK is safe..i rushed to novena sq.. was so scared i was late.. cos time was already 1245pm.. had to reach by 120pm latest cos i haven't change into costume yet.. Lucky i was on time..then performed.. quite ok.. today played lesser songs than yesterday cos got a girl sang 2 songs..

After that, went home and changed into lighter clothes and put my stuffs then went to meet Raymond at city hall..hehe.. went shopping and crapped a lot! so funny la!! hahahahaha...then saw louis, yuan jie, bo yuan, yu fang, peggy, chai huat and feng ni on the way.. so coincident man!! =D bought jun's present le.. yeah!! looking forward to raymond and chu jun's birthday celebration this sun!! yeah!!! =D i love celebrations.. i love shopping with all of them! ^^

happy new yr eve!!

good nights =P

Dear Diary,

haha.. today so damn tired la! morning went to GH ALONE for my jaw results.. guess wad.. the doc say i got slight rheumatoid arthritis.. but according to the more specific result, it stated negative.. but then still have to go under observation.. 2 months later have to take blood tests again.. haix.. i hope i wont ever have it!! doc say there's no cure for this condition.. its like hypertension.. have to take medication for whole life to control it.. OMG!!!! God pls Bless me!!! I want to be healthy!! /.\

then after that, went to Novena Sq for perf from 1.30-2pm. The gig very funny.. we all sight read on e spot.. then the scores i had were er hu scores.. only 1 yangqin, 1 er hu and 1 dizi.. so empty la..but fun! lol!! i love perf!!

Then i rushed to Orchard to buy giordano formal shirt.. tmr's interview in sch.. haha.. the person wanna cheat me man!! the usual price was $49.. then got 60% discount.. then should be $19.60. A few days ago i asked e person then they told me that it's $19.60.. then e cashier woman just now told me $21 something.. so strange la.. then kept saying maybe e computer type wrongly.. then i explained to her many times and she finally took out her calculator and checked then realised what i was saying was right.. then her face changed man.. from friendly to cold.. -.- whatever la.. the shirt only orchard got sell.. other places no more le cos old stock i think.. then im so lucky man! i got e last piece for the white blouse!

After that, i was late for my recording.. but asked hazel to use first.. then reached around 315pm. Then she helped me record acoustic guitar for my another song..hehe.. =D then we stayed till 6pm. bonk and i helped to record her harmony vocals. Then received call from wenna say tmr SPCO got perf but no dizi -.- so weird la.. where have all e dizi members gone? si yen, chao yong, yr 1 and 2s? -.- i so long nv go back le.. hai.. so weird.. sure go back see new faces.. so last min sia.. tmr have to bring 3 sets of clothes.. interview, novena perf and spco perf.. -.- OH MAN!! all must wear diff clothes -.-"""""

After that, went to meet bee yan at Bugis..7pm.. so damn crowded man. It's been like 1 yr since we last talked and met.. had a sorta 'cold war'.. haha.. but glad that we finally talked to each other.. enjoyed listening to her.. then chatted and shopped for her CNY clothes.. went to bugis street.. super crowded la.. the place was like chaos and hell.. so smelly with all e cigarette smokes.. then ppl squeezing all over.. i dun really enjoy crowded places though cos it makes me headache.. but was quite ok shopping with bee yan..haha.. also experienced another group of ppl.. the more wild type at Bugis.. -.-

well, hope to catch up with some other sec sch classmates.. though had been asking them to meet up soon since yr 1, till now havent even meet yet -.-" i think so far i only keep in touch with bee yan.. haha!!

tmr's another busy day i suppose... well, good luck for my interview!! ^^

Dear Diary,

fri

went to shop for recording again.. then after that met chujun and my sis for hair reborning.. =) so cool.. first time see them reborn.. after that, my sis and i went to meet raymond for dinner.. hehe..

sat

Met chujun at AMK hub at 3pm.. then we shopped arnd AMK area.. saw lao fu zhi and da fan shu..lol! then after that went to orchard to shop.. but didnt buy anything..lol.. so funny la.. we were like having food shopping rather than clothes.. but it was fun! after that, went to meet derek, james, loong+his bro, jason, mk, jj, yijia and ben at Heeren.. and we went to makan..=D

sun

today didnt go evco prac.. actually wanted to go de..cos so long nv go le.. like not belonged to there liao.. but then so sian la! derek ns.. raymond quit evco for this yr's concert.. his stupid sectional leader so unreasonable!! >.< then jason also nv go.. then left chujun and i.. we also dunno wanna go or not.. chujun's maybe going overseas for attachment in march.. then left me liao.. so thinking should i quit evco? joined it since 2003.. hai.. but dun feel any belonging there.. i confused! /.\
I hope chujun will be selected for the overseas attachment! so fun la! my course dun have.. =( haha..

then met louis at 2pm at orchard mrt.. we went for the teaching as a career seminar at orchard hotel..haha.. the seminar from 230-430pm.. but was ok.. though the ppl there didnt really answer to our qns.. but i roughly know what i want to do in the future le.. i think im not studying psychology..cos no money and must study for very long.. job aspect like not much..unless go on to masters and so on.

I hope to get the MOE scholarship to sponsor for my keele uni.. if not, i'll go NTU study BA in Education. Quite good man.. 4 yrs.. tuition fees covered by ministry fully.. then yr1 and 2 got salary per month.. quite high too.. then 4 yr bond..but e pay is e same as other degree certs.. standard pay.. then pri and sec sch doesnt make a diff to the pay.. they pay u according to your qualifications.. whaha!! that's so good la! i wanna become a teacher! i love challenges and leading others.. whAHAha!!

After that, we went to shop for shoes at orchard and at chinatown.. so many ppl la! but so fun..hahaha..then both of us bought converse shoes.. i first time buy so ex shoe.. but nice! then i also buy a china blouse for perf.. haha.. so happy cos very cheap.. save money.. so sian la.. perf must wear tang zhuang -.- so china.. -.- lol.. anyway.. so happy.. got 3 gigs coming up! thanks a lot zhong xiao and su min! i love perf!!

then we went for dinner and toured around chinatown..so funny..saw many cute things like mini er hu, shower head that save money..lol.. =D

so tired!! ^_^