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Name: Joyce Poh
School: Singapore Polytechnic
Course: Dip in Music and Audio Technology (Yr3)
Age: 19
DateOfBirth: 27October1988

MY LOVES
DiZi
Performing
MUSIC!
Comedy/Romance Movies
Anime
Swimming
Dreaming
Egg,Ice-cream,chocolate
People who cares
Smiling =)

MY HATES
Unappreciative ppl
Horror Movies
World War/Home War
Making Decisions
Yam, EggPlant and Lady's Fingers

MY WISHES
Peace & Harmony
Know myself & others better
Everyone I care are healthy including myself
Jaw faster heal!!
Happy and more energetic


Monday, March 31, 2008

Monday

Dear Diary,

Today finally get to talk to my cousin, Luis, on the phone.. he also studying in UK- London Music Academy.. So clever! studying for 4 yrs.. so asked him a few qns about life overseas and all seem to be good.. but then he asked me what I really wanna do.. and doing a double degree is definitely going to be hard.. and if I am only interested in the audio tech side, then taking the music principal would be tedious and time-consuming..

haix.. he's so lucky! got full scholarship from his sch! don't need to pay a single cent! and got allowance.. so don't need to work there also.. just concentrate on his studies and perf on his Oboe..

For me leh.. i'm still waiting for the notice.. If can't get local scholarship to cover the rest of my expenses, then I won't go le.. cos' its too expensive.. though my father keep saying he can afford.. i just tell him the cost and all.. but I can't be so selfish.. he's the sole breadwinner of the family.. have to work so hard to support us.. all of us count on him for money..

Then thought for quite some time on the train on the way to SYCO..If I were to go to NIE/NTU.. i'll have to become a teacher le.. then Hsien Han told me don't become a music teacher cos' your chance of promoting into headmaster and all is very very slim.. he asked b4.. cos' he wanna become a teacher too.. so good.. got chance to go sch to do relief teaching..

He is somehow right la.. its really true.. music teachers are actually not very important in pri or sec schs unless they teach those music elective progs and higher level..then music teachers usually only teach music.. so a combination of other subjects would be weird..

And im confused again.. if I don't become a music teacher, then I only can become a pri sch teacher teaching math, english and science..

oh man.. and my lecturers all don't want me to give up in music.. I also dont want.. but then thinking through, I actually have not so much interest in the music theory and history side.. Cos' music is all about math too.. I don't really like math.. gives me headache.. guess my brain is too lazy.haha..

And today I read through the things that I would learn for music side in keele uni and if I don't take up perf, I would have to take up music theory, history of music, study the stravinsky musician thingy.. like not my area of interest..

Luis also told me that if I wanna go UK to take up perf in DiZi, it would be somehow useless.. cos' they are doing western instrus there.. though the Proff emailed Jemie and I said he found a YangQin teacher for her and is still looking for a DiZi teacher there, thinking now.. I feel that what Luis said is true.. Doing Oriental Music would be really weird and off..

Haix..

I'm so damn contradicting myself now.. stupid man!

I wanna become a recording engineer.. imagine next time I recording for some really famous pop singer.. oh man!

but how.. Wee Kiat told me that there are other unis in UK, Japan, Aust that have audio technology courses.. but then i'm so lost again.. Luis also told me that if you wanna study music related stuffs.. only by going overseas then you would be successful.. cos' SG still do not have the courses yet.. haix..

Or maybe I should follow Hazel and Mei Hui to go work for 1 yr first and think real carefully on what I really wanna do before I make my final decision..

If can.. I wanna try working in many areas.. like relief teaching, working in recording studios.. and so on.. to see whether I like it or not..

But after my attachment in yr 2, I really love to be in the studio recording for clients! It's really fun playing around with the mixers and learning many cool stuffs.. like short cuts and diff techniques..

I think my dream of becoming a musician must stop here le..

So just have to see how ba.. hope I'll get an answer soon.. If I can receive full scholarship sponsor from MDA, NAC or MOE.. and to have my tuition fees and accomodation, airfare, allowance and etc to be fully paid for.. then I will go overseas ba..

Is this even possible?

MAybe... Cos' my cousin got it.. and he don't have to sign any bonds or contract!!

Or maybe not.. cos' its SG...haha..

today SYCO so sweet! cos got one stagehand uncle leaving le.. today his last day in SCO.. and then all of us gave him a surprise by playing "Auld Lang Syne" for him after our prac.. didnt have score.. so just played by ear.. it went really nice!! so touching.. =)

11:12:00 PM


Sunday, March 30, 2008

im happy =)

Dear Diary,

I'm happy! haha

Really hope happiness will last longer.. or perhaps forever..

haha

I think i am living in wonderland.. *hoping every moment i'm in my dreamland*

pls wake up to reality..!!

anyway, I really enjoy & treasure every moment and outing with my bro raymond =D

so sad.. he gonna sch reopen soon.. =(

haix..

Btw, he's so clever! Just created his own original blogskin! So nice la!! ^^ I also wanna learn how.. but am just so nuts at IT stuffs.. even my webpage also needed James' help.. =x

Btw, I love my blog skin and template a lot a lot!! Hoping to design a Spongebob Squarepants + Patrick + Crayon ShinChan + Cardcaptor Sakura Combination altogether.. lol! *Kidding*

I'm so ambitious and greedy...whahaha!!

I just love CARTOONS and ANIME a lot! ^^


i must look for a job soon!!! Cannot spend the rest of the months slacking and rotting!!

And I am determined to overcome my 2 super bad habits: Punctuality and Laziness

Oh man! I must really work hard for now..!! Anything and Everything!!

I miss Chu Jun.. hope she is doing great at ChengDu!! ^^

Take Care girl and Thanks for your concern too!! =D

11:21:00 PM


Saturday, March 29, 2008

A Drastic Night

Dear Diary,

Oh MAn!! Last Night was a DISASTER!!

My cough was so 'Bu She De' to leave me.. and so finally returned back at 1030pm.. -.-"

Sian.. I was coughing the whole night..

Then the weather so hot last night.. so warm.. on fan the highest liao also no use..

Tossing and Turning..

Haix.. felt so bad la.. cos' actually supposed to meet Michelle for gym at 8am.. but told her I still coughing and cancelled.. same as my dizi lesson with lao shi.. oh man!

Think i'm blacklisted liao..

argh!!

I wanna get well soon..

Stupid Cough Go Away..

Stop having lots of yellow phelgm stuck on my throat!!

I know this sounds disgusting..

But this is what i've been doing for the past few days..

Spitting out lots and lots of phlegm like they keep reproducing non-stop!!

ARGH!!

SHOOO SHOO~~!! >.<

2:35:00 PM


Friday, March 28, 2008

Amazing Race!!

Dear Diary,

I am SUPER tired la!! haha.. but had a great experience today..

For my 3 years of poly till now, I have nv ran or exercised till I almost died of exhaustion and dehydration.. haha..

A bit exaggerated la.. but really felt that way!!

Today went to MDIS with Raymond for an Amazing Race organised by the Chase Inc.. Hazel introduced us de..

Actually thought our job was just to go to a destination point and give out envelopes..so just stay there will do.. But then was shocked that we were the team leaders of each team and had to run along with the students at MDIS.. there were 14teams altogether..

sian diao la.. then felt so guilty la.. cos' I was not very sure of what we would be doing then thought we just needed to be at one place.. then told Raymond the wrong thing..haha

Anyway, the race begun at around 12plus..and there were 14 of us as team leaders and all got seperated.. I got the 5th group.. with 4 guys and 4 girls..they were quite friendly..

Our first destination was at Little India.. to find an Indian Shop and one of the members had to dress up on the Sari..

Then my group was very enthu man!! when the horn sounded, all of them rushed all the way to the Queenstown MRT.. and the distance was quite far..all ran man!! so fast!! I almost couldn't catch up.. it's been so long since I ran like a mad person..hahaha

Then when we reached the shop, we were so happy cos' we were the 1st team to reach there!! Then all of us were full of confidence and excitement that we would win either 1st or 2nd place cos only the 2 places got prize..

Then after that, got our next clue, we rushed.. and i really meant RUSHED all the way to the MRT and headed to Chinatown to find a medical hall shop at Hong Lim Complex..

Guessed what!!!

The organiser purposely tricked us by writing the wrong exit!

We should exit at the Hong Lim Complex exit instead of Pagoda Street Exit.. my team was very excited and too eager so we didnt ask the station in-charge or see the signs properly.. Then when we alighted, we saw the exit sign 'Pagoda Street Exit' and quickly ran to the exit.. Then the MRT in-charge announced loudly, "Please Do not Run inside the MRT Station.." Something like that.. so embarrassing.. haha.. the Ah Mas and Aunties were like complaining about us running about..

But then so damn sian la!!!

The escalator going up was not working and you know the distance from the bottom to the top was so LONG!!

So we had a while of 'mountain-climbing'.. the ppl heading down the escalator were like laughing and staring at us at that moment.. so embarrassing..

After that.. we ran all the way up and down searching for that shop and asking ppl where was the place.. then some told us the wrong direction and we wasted a lot of time on that..

Lastly, after some searching and asking more ppl for directions, we managed to find the shop..task was to drink a bottle of herbal drink.. haix.. sian lo.. If i knew where was the place I would tell my group le.. I'm also quite 'lu chi'..

Then so sad.. Cos' from the 1st team, we became the 4th team.. =(

But my team members didnt give up hope.. all of us kept running.. to our next destination- Paya Lebar Geylang Market..

When we reached there, we were the 2nd and 3rd team cos got another team same timing as us.. and our task was to eat a packet of Kueh Makmur..

Then from Paya Lebar, we headed to City Hall- Esplanade!

This stop I was very CONFIDENT and PROUD of myself.. hahaha.. Cos I knew how to go.. go there so many times le.. then I showed them the direction and we ran like mad dogs..

Think the shoppers think we siao.. ran till so sweaty and fast..haha

Then when we reached there, I helped them to take a group photo in front of the 'Durian'..at that moment we were the 2nd team to reach.. so very enthu..

And ran towards our next destination-Merlion!!

Oh man!! This was the place I nearly died of exhaustion.. the distance was so long la!! So tiring!!

Then some of the members especially the girls were like on walking pace already cos' very tired..

Then when we reached there, we became the 3rd team and took a funky photo in front of the Merlion..

Then our 2nd last destination was the Singapore River-White Stamford Raffles Statue..

This destination was a bit meaningless la.. cos nobody stationed there.. so if we lied to them that we been there but we didnt, nobody will know.. haix.. sian la.. but we too honest le.. then after that, the organiser purposely told us to take the Raffles MRT.. when City Hall MRT was nearer..Cos he said we were too fast and wanted to delay us.. crap man!!

Actually if we didnt go for the 2nd last destination, maybe we got chance to get top 2..hahahaha but so bad la..

reached there and took a photo and asked them 2 qns.. also crap la.. cos don't ask also nobody except us will know..

Then we rushed back to MDIS again.. haix.. so tired.. whole body started to ache.. dehydrated..

Then when we reached sch.. I called the organiser said we reached.. then I heard wrongly thought we got 1st.. then I so happily told my group that we got 1st.. then think e organiser knew I heard wrongly then called me and said we were the 3rd in place..

SIAN MAN!! cos' 3rd place no prize.. even small consollation prize also don't have.. I think very crap la.. cos' got 14 teams leh! only 2 prizes and the 1st prize was $400 and 2nd prize $200.. haix.. so disappointed la!! And sadded.. cos' my team were all so enthu and co-operative.. but really a bit xin tong to see their efforts all wasted.. and so weird la.. cos' usually got top 3 prizes de ma..

Haix.. a bit of my fault too la.. told them wrongly.. gave them the 'yi chang huan xi yi chang kong' de feeling..

Anyway, also felt very bad.. cos we had to travel a lot!! think spent like about $7 plus on just travelling on the MRT and 1 bus to go back to MDIS.. then they didnt win anything.. but at least we team leaders (the so-called workers) got our $40 pay at the end of the day.. actually was supposed to be $30.. but happy that we got pay increment.. haha..

It was a great exercise and experience..

But think this will also be my 1st and last time doing this event.. so tiring!! And a bit meaningless.. cos' the whole planning was a bit weird.. The 1st and 2nd team to reach the 1st few destinations sure win de.. and already confirmed so quite meaningless for the rest of the teams to fight for the top 2..

But surely enjoyed today!! It was fun knowing them and playing with them.. hehe.. had a great lunch with Raymond at around 3plus after the whole event, at Queenstown!! Super hungry!! He didnt eat anything before that.. so poor thing but super leh.. cos can tahan till so long.. and ran all the way too.. if it was me.. I would faint liao...

Quite worth it la.. cos we like only worked for about 3,4 hrs and earned $40..haha..but so smelly... whole body.. =P

Thanks Raymond..haha.. and so paiseh ar..

Thanks Hazel too!! =)) hehehe

Tonight will be sweet dreams for all of us! I hope!! ^^

I think I really lose weight liao.. whahahaha!! =D


BTW, I really wanna Thank MaMa for helping me to 'Gua Sa' to remove my heatiness, bought me a lot of porridge, herbal drink and green bean soup and Michelle for introducing me the 'Sea Coconut Cough Syrup' cos' both of them really helped.. And also to everyone who were concerned about me and kept asking about my condition, helped me and kept wishing me get well soon.. esp Raymond, Joanne, Jackson! Thank You!! whAhahA! I am feeling WELL at last!! Didnt cough badly for the whole night and whole day.. Yeah.. I'm finally recovering.. ulcer also smaller liao.. yeah!! oh man im so happy!! hahahahaa.....

good nights~!! =D

8:56:00 PM


Thursday, March 27, 2008

living without an aim.. is that me??

Dear Diary,

argh.. been coughing like non stop!! so weird.. last night and e night before kept coughing like siao la.. so weird.. my cough would begin at around 12am and another one around 6am.. weird man.. argh!! ate the medicine the doc prescribed and got 2 big ulcers and rashes.. wasted my money la!

yesterday's syco prac I felt so sucky.. maybe its really my fault ba... perhaps I've tui bu liao.. been downgraded again.. haix.... though lao shi said in a nice manner.. u blow the qu di 2 instead of qu di 1 to support Pauline.. but think maybe im not ready to blow the lead melody ba.. haix.. sadded... then why opportunity comes when im gonna leave?? conductor came in yesterday and said he wants a dizi duet or ensemble for the beautiful sun concert in sept.. but they told him that i gonna leave for overseas studies.. then like left 2 or 3 persons to continue.. haix.. sian leh.. Then e first thing I came into the room, they all asked me when Im going off.. hai.. I still do not know la.. till now im like avoiding it..

Received the NTU/NIE letter saying I got shortlisted for an interview on tues de.. but I was sick till very jia lat.. so told them to change another appointment for me.. so confused.. I havent received any scholarship letter to go for interview yet.. the NAC and MDA I still applying halfway.. need to write 3 essays.. sian..

hai.. after this Taiwan trip.. been sick like for 2 weeks plus le.. then the airplane flight incident.. make me now having phobia of taking airplanes.. /.\

Don't know if I am able to take care of myself and get used to the life overseas or not..

all the expenses there so expensive..

but its really a good opportunity for me and my future..

Going NIE means I have to become a teacher le...

hai.. what the heck is my dream?? (I wanted to become a musician.. this was my 1 and only dream I used to have.. but its not possible to come true now..)

what is my aim?

I'm like now rotting at home.. everything seems so boring..

I cant be lazy anymore!!! argh!!!!

12:43:00 PM


Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Taiwan Trip Part 3

Dear Diary,

haha.. kinda tired and lazy to write about Taiwan le.. cos so long liao..haha.. so just summarise..

Anyway, for day 6 I was still sick..haix.. then we travelled to Taipei and the journey was like 4hrs plus.. so basically everyone slept on the bus..haha..

Had our lunch at a restaurant but sat outside.. weather cold but very sunny!! Then we had a Ling Zhi talk then went to Taipei 101 and XiMenDing to shop.. After that went to ShiLin Night MArket.. ate the very delicious Fried Oyster!! =P

Then went to Holiday Inn for our stay.. both of us very lucky cos we got the suite room.. while others did not.. the hotel anyhow appointed the rooms for everyone randomly.. So invited our gang for drink again.. played "heart attack" and "Zhong Ji Mi Ma"..True or Dare.. so fun!! =))

Day 7 was free and easy day.. so we as our gang travelled around 'Dan Shui", "Wu Fen Pu" to shop, "Taipei Station" for our lunch at Ding Tai Feng.. and back to "Xi Men Ding" using their MRT... quite a good experience.. the fares were about the same as S'pore's but a bit more expensive.. Last Night.. supposed to countdown and not sleep cos we had to wake up at 4am.. btu in the end.. everyone was like very sleepy le.. ended up sleeping.. but went to Patrick's room to eat for a short while.. quite sad and wasted cos they bought a lot of alcohols and food but in the end got thrown away..haix.. actually agreed to go to the sisters Linda and Jenny's room cos they also got the suite room.. but in the end.. they also fell asleep and didnt ans the door.. my sis also was tired and wanted to sleep..

But anyway, really enjoyed the trip!! If I didnt fall sick.. then it would be better!!

Today went for blood test at GH.. need observation for the rheumatism thingy.. hope next week's appointment..the results would be good.. =( pray hard!

Really wanna thank Raymond for accompanying me today!! thank YOu!!=)) enjoyed the movie and outing a lot!! =))

ALso wanna thank Hazel for the really nice Puma bag!! Thank You!! hehe..

Haix.. coughing like mad today.. hope tmr will recover ba.. got dizi lesson with my student.. and SYCO.. wanna skip leh.. but I skip so many times liao.. wait kena blacklisted by the management../.\""

HAix... wanna go clubbing with Mei Hui they all tmr at MOS!!! But then im sick!!! =( then have to bring dizi along.. then go home also take taxi alone.. cos all stay diff areas.. =(

10:44:00 PM


Monday, March 24, 2008

Taiwan Trip =) Part 2

Dear Diary,

Continue on my trip...

Day 4
Today's breakfast was delicious.. =) After breakfast, went to the Jumbu Fruit Farm to pluck Jumbus.. But so expensive la.. in the end, bought 2 jumbus only..



Next, we went to the National Museum of Marine Biology and Aquarium. Stayed there for like 3hrs 30mins.. Very long and tiring.. Ah Jie treated me lunch =))) hehe.. then took many pictures..

Penguins and Fishes
After that, we went to the 'Emitting Fire' place to peng pop corns..haha



Cong Qing tried to peng the pop corns but was so scared it would burst anytime..lol!!
After that, we went to the YOHO Beach Club and SPA Resort for our stay.. then I love our room!! So big! Had our dinner at their restaurant at 6pm. Really enjoyed having meals with the 10 of us cos' its never boring with Geoffrey, Jenny, Linda and Patrick telling jokes and stories!!
The food was delicious.. our table was the cleanest! haha...
After that, we went to check out the SPA facilities.. and arranged to meet at 8pm to go for the 'hot spring' and jacuzzi.. =)) It was so fun!! the water temperature was like 41.9degrees!! The water had a soapy feel.. cos' its the real 'hot spring' water which they brought in from the hills every morning to the resort. Then we introduced ourselves.. Geoffrey and his wife Sally, Patrick and his wife Katerine, Victor and his wife Vanessa, the two sisters Jenny and Linda and my sis Justina and myself! =)) 10 of us!! ^^
Sally, Linda and Jenny =)

After our SPA, we met Cong Qing on the way and he went for his SPA privately and caught a lot of soft toys..haha.. then we asked him to join us for the Party. The party was quite cold.. cos not many ppl attend.. but the ending was a dance and Cong Qing was pulled up on stage to dance with the dancers..haha.. so funny! too bad, didnt bring camera.. =(
After the party, Geoffrey called us to go to his room for a drink and chat.. they bought beer and tidbits and we chatted from 1045pm all the way to 130am.. haha.. but was fun chatting with them!! =))

Day 5
Today so funny! on the way, Our tour guide, Mr Lin thought of giving Cong Qing a souvenir from Taiwan and immediately he thought of giving him the No. 2 flag.. supporting Mr Ma Ying Jiu. All of us signed on the flag and Mr Lin thought of a message for Cong Qing and Joanne wrote for him saying: 致亲爱的崇庆：虽然没有黄金也似的梦，但有白云抹不了的回忆。 想你，念你，爱你的华宫B团。。。
lol!! so sweet of us right?! BTW, Congratulations to Taiwan!!! =))

After that, we went to see and taste coffee before heading down to Janfusun Hotel and to the theme park..
The theme park was fun but then didnt get to play many.. cos ah jie has motion sickness.. so ended up I played most of the rides alone.. then not feeling so well so didnt play the more dangerous rides.. =( a bit wasted la.. but it was fun!! Sat on the ferris wheel!! =))




I recorded one of the rides.. very scary!! 90degrees down!! I think I would never dare to ride on it!! They pause for a while then suddenly 90degrees down the track..
After that, went to our hotel.. it was alright! then had our GALA dinner... the food sucked..haha.. but the shows were great!! =) a lot of singing.. then we had our sky lantern releasing activity.. but so sad that our lantern didnt fly up.. instead.. a wind came and it burned into ashes in front of us.. =( sadded man.. wrote our wishes on the lantern.. Hope they will all come true!!


After the sad event, we went to Patrick's room for a drink.. now his turn to treat us..Victor and his wife didnt come.. then surprisingly they saw Cong Qing outside and waved to him and his manager.. and he came into his room and chatted with us.. We were very lucky cos' it was our last night to see him le.. the next day onwards Cong Qing would be joining other groups to other places le.. then really enjoyed chattting with him.. cos' he was very open and shared with us some of his stories like the accident at Pulau Ubin and why he wanted to become a DJ.. =)) chatted from 1120pm-1230am.. then he left to go someone else's room.. =)) so interesting!! but too bad, didnt take photo with him as a group.. next morning, ah jie and I gave him a souvenir and took photos with him =))



To be continued for day 6-8... sleepy liao..
Btw, today I pon SYCO again.. cos sick till lost my voice.. kept coughing like mad.. tmr supposed to have e interview for the NIE/NTU but gonna change to later date cos scared interview halfway keep coughing...gonna take blood test tmr.. hopefully everything is well!!
Thanks a Lot, Raymond for the Herbal Drink as well as the effort for the music player!! I love it a lot!! whee~~!! good night!! =))

9:23:00 PM


Sunday, March 23, 2008

Taiwan Trip =) Part 1

Dear Diary,

Hi!! I'm finally back from taiwan.. with a cold!! -.-"

Have been sick for about 2 weeks le.. just went to see doc yesterday after I reached home from Taiwan. Having sore throat, running nose, bad cough and fever now.. haix..
The Taiwan trip was super fun!! But tiring cos every morning we need to wake up at 6am.. then reached hotel at around 11pm plus coming to 12am.. Then by the time we bathed and sorted out stuffs, already 1am plus..

I have so many things to tell.. cos I really learnt a lot from the trip!! very meaningful stuffs.. but just too many to write.. so i'll just summarise ba..

Day 1
I cried on the plane when it was about to land.. cos of the pressure.. and bcos' of my flu.. the air stewardess said that it usually happens to ppl who have flu or ear probs. This was my 2nd time experiencing this super painful torture.. my ear drums were like bursting.. and cracking.. then my skull was very painful too.. couldnt tahan.. stood up in the middle of the landing to find the air stewardess for help.. then they were kind enough to give me ear plugs and chewing gums to lessen the pressure and pain. My sis and everyone around me didnt bother when I cried.. haix.. so sad la.. they didnt know how I felt.. thought I made a big fuss out of a small problem.. then the plane food sucked.. no nice movies.. but surprisingly, they had a lot of R(A) movies like the lust caution.. and they didnt cut out the censored parts.. the sex scene.. -.-" I didnt watch la.. just accidentally saw a women in front of me watching.. then at that time it was showing the sex scene.. -.- OMG... *nose bleed*

After we reached Taipei around 6pm, my ears were blocked!!! I was so scared that I had become deaf!! Then we went to the Breeze Taipei Station to have our dinner.. the weather was cold.. around 18degrees.. wind was strong.. very cooling! cos' the air was cold.. unlike Singapore's. Then really had a bad experience on the 1st day cos the whole journey was messed up.. we were not told clearly where to meet after dinner.. and they gave us very long hours to eat.. like 1hr30mins.. then the place nothing to shop cos at night le.. all the shops were closed.. Then saw Cong Qing.. he looked dao and moody..haha.. After that we headed to our hotel.. luckily didnt let us down.. our room was great!!



Day 2

I didnt have a good sleep last night.. kept waking up to drink warm water, hoping my flu and ear bloackage would heal, but it didnt. So around 5am.. i cried again.. asked my sis to acc me to see doc.. but she scolded me siao and said I exaggerated over small matter.. haix.. so no choice.. I drank herbal tea.. then slept for a while..

Luckily when I woke up, my ears were cleared.. esp after I yawned.. when it cleared.. it was so painful man!!
Then we went to the National Palace Museum.. Learnt many interesting stuffs.. like for eg, if siblings quarrel, put a mirror behind a flower pot and everything will be in peace.. cos in chinese we call it 'Pin2 Jing4'.

Then went to Chiufen.. bought many stuffs.. =)

Then Cong Qing joined us.. Group B bus.. then took photos with him.. Then he explained to us on the bus why he looked moody.. cos he didnt have a lot of sleep and was rushing a lot of work for his 933 station project. Inside the bus, he even told us jokes and sang for us. A funny and interesting guy!! =)


Visited the clogs and straws villages.. interesting!

Then we went to Bajia Leisure Fish Farm for our dinner.. sat in tables of 10 in our own group B. Then we headed to Jiao Xi Hot Spring Hotel for our stay.. Actually wanted to try the outdoor hot spring de but my sis didnt want cos need to take off clothes.. then in e end, we had our 'hot spring' inside our room.. but was lucky cos we got the japanese tatami sytle.. our tour leader only managed to get 3 rooms.. while the rest had the normal western style.. and their so-called hot spring inside was a normal bath tub.. lucky man!

Day 3

Last night slept pretty well.. the floor was hard.. ear was blocked again.. and started to cough.. /.\ went for breakfast in the morning and the food sucked..

Then we headed to the Martyr's Shrine to see the guards marching ceremony..Then we went to see flowers at a garden.. like botanic gardens.. then we went to a place to hear about tian lu and bi xie.. some auspicious ornaments. very interesting and fascinating!! and the speaker said about Singapore.. was really quite true!! he says that the yr Singapore was borned was the yr of snake 1965.. and that tiger and snake clashes together.. so have u all wondered.. why every tiger year, something bad would happen to Singapore.. like the year 1974 when British gave up Singapore, and 1986 when the hotel collapsed and many ppl died.. and 1998 when Singapore experienced the economy crisis..
Then we went to the Five Cent Drift Wood Restaurant.. the restaurant was very weird.. but great!!


Five Cent Drift Wood Dynasty Leader Joanne & I Tour Guide Mr Lin

Guards Marching Beautiful flowers

Then we travelled from Taipei to Kaohsiung. the journey was like 4hrs+.. on the way watched movie... and sung KTV.. I was sick so only sang 1 song.. haix.. sadded.. cos no voice.. was coughing like mad.. our tour guide was very good at singing!! haha.. Geoffrey and Sally both couples also sang very well!! =))
 our tour guide, Mr Lin Guo Xiang =))


Then we visited the Dream Mall, Love River and Leo Ho Night Market.. then went to our hotel..



I shall continue more about my trip tmr.. very sleepy liao.. due to the medication.. anyway, I was already missing Singapore in Day 3 le.. mainly cos I was ill.. and not recovering.. the weather there was cold.. and didnt have enough sleep.. But the good thing about this trip was that we get to stay in different hotels each day.. so very interesting.. but tiring la.. cos the journey was long and very fixed to the schedule.. so we had to rush and follow our schedule so as not to delay the whole group.. stressed man!

Nights~~!! =D

9:19:00 PM


Saturday, March 15, 2008

off to taiwan! ^^

Dear Diary,

Ohayo Gozaimasu! Its just a few more hours before i'm flying off. Will be MIA for 8 days.. sure will miss SG.. haix.. and i'm still sick now.. hopefully, I will recover when I reached Taiwan.. bcos' i wanna enjoy!!

Anyway, wanted to blog last night but packed my luggage till like 2am -.-"

Yea.. yesterday was enjoyable too! Went to meet Raymond at around 345pm to go IKEA buy his stuffs.. Tampines de IKEA is so messy man.. I would prefer the one at Queenstown de.. Anyway.. it was fun shopping around.. he bought a mirror and a DIY TV table.. lol.. then we ate at IKEA.. the food's quite affordable.. cos ate till very full and food's not that bad.. Then after that took a cab back to his place to put down the things.. and met XinXian downstairs to meet Angie, Ben, Jason, MingKwang, James, JunJie and Yik Loong at HG Mall de Ajisen.. but before that we went to buy my stuffs for today's trip =P

Yeah.. went to celebrate Yap Ben's belated Birthday.. hehe.. initially we wanted to give him a surprise by telling him that all of us needed to go home early after the dinner.. then the rest of us meet up to get the cake for him and surprise him at his front door.. but then, Yap Ben's friend saw us at HG Mall and smsed him that he saw many of us there and Yap Ben found out our real motive.. =(

haha..

Overall, it was still fun! We went to his house sung B'day song, cut and ate the cake.. it was oishi desu!! His Husky dog's so kawaii la!! =)))


haix.. I really hate it when ppl don't get recognised for their contributions to any events or groups esp. the organisers or committee members. If in a committee, no matter how small a post or how insignificant a post, it still has its own importance and value.. if not, why have it in the first place? The worst thing to happen is to leave the comm member out or not to inform him/her to attend important meetings/occasions. It is like not respecting him/her for what he/she has contributed in any matter/manner in the club/group.

By using the sentence 'your task/role/job is insignificant or not important' is a total bullshit! It is OK and super NOT 'bullshit', IF that comm member/leader DID NOT do anything AT ALL to help or organise events..INSTEAD just took the post for show/credits. It is WORST if the comm member is informed of the meeting but MIA without any notice beforehand.

Sometimes I find that this world is unfair... bcos' people don't usually see the good things we did or the good side of us, but the bad things instead.

However, I suppose if we do not feel any belonging in the club/group, its no use staying on... because the reason for staying on is to have a belonging in the group and by belonging, it means to be recognised for any contributions we made in the group, be it attending pracs, organising events, helping to arrange the room, and etc..and also to be informed of any events or pracs, even if we are a normal member... the basic form of respect..

Agree or Not Agree??
ok.. this is one thing I'm just voicing out.. Comments are appreciated..haha.. =D Bcos' I may be wrong too.. =P

anyway, THANK YOU SO MUCH, RAIN!! I LOVE YOU!! whAhAHa!! Please tahan till at least tomorrow, SUN morning.. and especially tonight.. bcos' SRSCO Alumni is having a BBQ tonight. It's a pity that I cannot attend. =( But really hope it would be an enjoyable event for everybody!!

May everyone stay safe and healthy when i'm away.. may I be safe and healthy too.. Taiwan, pls don't be chaotic due to the election!

May Buddha and all the Gods in this World Bless Everybody!!!! yEah!!!!!!!

Jaa-ne!

BYE!!!!!

My next posting would be about TAIWAN TRIP!! wHEe~!! ^_^ TAKE CARE EVERYONE!!

I'll miss ya all! =D

8:41:00 AM


Thursday, March 13, 2008

cats and dogs everywhere..

Dear Diary,

I must admit!! I really hate this rainy weather bcos its so inconvenient to go out.. wear shoes or slippers just wont do.. hai.. today had a pretty bad exp.. went for dizi lesson with my stud at her place.. and just 5mins before the lesson ended, it started to rain cats and dogs..

So thought I had a gig later tonight, I had to bring along my scores, dizi, costume and shoes and MUSIC STAND!! then thought going out straight so won't be going home.. BUT then, when I checked my msg.. Zi Li told me that tonight's perf is CANCELLED! GOSH!! this is my 2nd time kena 'put aeroplane' by the organiser.. haix.. sian man.. but what to do.. its all up to the organiser to decide.. but they're so DAMN irresponsible la!! last min then cancel!! ARGH!!

Not only that.. the rain was so strong.. my umbrella couldnt withstand the wind speed so almost got overturned.. to make my mood even worse.. I accidentally stepped onto a pile of mud-water. argh!! how shuay could i get man.. hai.. then poor dizi.. haix.. heart pain.. didnt want to stay at my stud's place cos very weird too.. her dog very fierce.. can kill ppl de..

haha.. wad an exp.. this reminded me of a few yrs back when i had my dizi lesson at lin xing you lao shi's house.. that time even worse.. not only I got wet all over despite borrowing umbrella from lao shi.. I even got splashed by a car la along the pavement! -.-

anyway.. the feeling was so disgusting.. cos i was wearing shoes jus now.. hai.. so quickly went to white sands mall de toilet to wash my shoes..

then went home bathe.. hai.. so disgusting.. hope wont fall even sicker.. pray hard.. i wanna enjoy my holiday!!

then although the perf got cancelled.. (was upset initially cos my 100bucks which i've waited for so long.. just flew off so easily.. ), I had fun after that.. hehehe..

I enjoyed today~!! everything.. though we're always so bad in directions.. but guessed my day is saved and it turned out not that bad after all.. =P

I wanna exercise more!! lose more weight!! lol!!

oh pls SKY.. don't cry again tmr.. cos you've been crying like for 1 week for the whole day le.. cheer up pls!!! losing too much tears will make you look old.. =P Smile more!! How to make you happier? We shall stop the pollution and save the environment!!

Sorry for hating you, SKY.. pls don't let me down tmr ok?

thank you!! =))

^^

10:54:00 PM


Wednesday, March 12, 2008

embarrassed or proud day??



Dear Diary,

Before I say anything, I want to THANK RAYMOND for helping me design and choose this lovely and super nice blogskin and tagboard!! I really love it alot cos it's my favourite colour- GREEN!! Whee~!! Thank You so Much for the effort and time spent on doing this! Your efforts and hard work and everything else are deeply appreciated.. of course by ME!! =D

so...

I'm sick again!! OH MAN!! why am I so weak.. falling sick is like my bi-monthly routine.. -.- haix.. anyway, really loathe the weather these days.. cos' it keeps raining the whole day.. hai.. going out is so mafan la!! shoes get wet.. body gets wet.. then my feet and slipper become so smelly cos of the slipper's material.. then at last.. flu!! Luckily I still have the leftover medicine to eat.. if not I guessed my condition would worsen...

ok.. enough of my complains.. but I still got more to say...

today went to Laselle to meet Tian Cang.. actually wanted to prac together de.. but Zi Li was sick and cos of the rain, she couldn't come.. then ended up when I reached her school, she needed to finish discussing her project with her group members so I had to wait.. then ended up not enough time for us to prac.. then tmr's gig they want traditional songs.. some of them I havent heard b4.. haix.. die le.. hope it wont be a scam this time.. I want my money!! Kind of wasted trip.. =( sigh.. but ok la.. at least I got to lighten my bag weight after passing her the 2 files of scores..

then after that went to SP.. then met up with my mum and sis to go for the model stud award ceremony.. then helped to perform for SPCO.. ok la.. messed up for the lu bian de ye hua song cos I didnt have ban di score which was e melody.. and I must really admit.. my memory is so bad!!

Then SPCO got the excellence award again!! congrats!! though I didnt really help much last yr.. only 1 or 2 concerts I suppose.. =X Then Kelvin and Wenna also got the excellence award individual!! I think they really deserve it!!! =)) Congrats!!

Then when I read the programme booklet, I was kinda embarrassed... got 17 ppl selected for model stud award.. then guess wad.. their testimonials were so good la!! I read all of their testimonials.. and all 16 of them got gpa of 3.8 and above.. and inside director's roll.. and won many other prizes and etc.. but for me leh.. my gpa was like 3.6 only.. but im grateful that they didnt write down my gpa.. then I was the 4th person to receive the award..

Frankly speaking, I am really happy, lucky and grateful to be chosen as role model though I've nv ever thought or dreamed that I would ever receive it.. On the other hand, I also feel proud that I have received this award because this shows that all my hard work and efforts in these 3 yrs have paid off.. Of course, I am most thankful and grateful to my lecturers and peers.. without their recommendations, help, guidance and lots of support, I would never be able to achieve this much!

Guess what, I was very shocked and honoured to have Serangoon Secondary School's Vice-Principal, Mr. Richard Phua, for attending with us this ceremony! Though I haven't meet him before, I can feel that he's a great vice-principal!! Im really touched and happy for him to come down and took pictures together =)) But a pity that SP principal couldn't attend cos he was overseas..

hehe.. really so touched!!

So THANK YOU my lecturers, peers, family and my greatest closest friends!! =))

i need more rest... good night!! =)






here are some pics of the ceremony:



V.P Mr Richard Phua and I



Yeah.. us.. the model students..lol


10:49:00 PM



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Dear Joyce,

Hope you like this skinn i created for you!! ^^
And hope you like the tagboard too!!

Your bro,
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1:11:00 PM


Saturday, March 8, 2008

emotions

Dear Diary,

I shall talk about what happened yesterday and today...

Yesterday....

Received a bad bad bad news.. haix.. really so sad.. cos min yi called me and said, "i'm sorry to inform you that you are not selected for the SYCO Concerto" and then my reply was like "ok, thanks..."

haix.. i actually got 'xin li zhun bei le' that I might not be selected.. i always thought by thinking negatively, i may have a higher chance of winning or achieving something. Bcos it happens so many times to me!! Whenever I think that I will not score so well in that particular module or getting any awards, I ended up getting them or achieving good grades for the module which I didnt had any confidence to do well in.

On the contrary, for those which I had much confidence in mostly ended up disappointing me.. weird, isn't it?

haix.. so i kept telling myself that I surely won't get the concerto de!! BUT then in my heart... i really wished I could get it!! My one and only wish!! I've been in SYCO for like 5 yrs already.. 1st batch and can't imagine that I'd ever last that long in an orchestra! even longer than sec sch co or evco (cos' i've been skipping pracs)... and then I have never performed solo in syco before!! even the concert pieces i nv really had a solo line.. except for xin di de which you cant even hear..

Sometimes i am really confused!! I know there will surely be people who are better than myself in this world.. but sometimes i am just confused over my own abilities... perhaps I really didnt put in my best effort or worked hard enough.. so I know I cannot blame anyone else except myself!!

Sometimes I am also sad.. because being in the orchestra for so long, I don't really have any chance to perform solo in a real concert. I also hate myself for not able to overcome my 'stage fright'.. Actually in my heart I really hope that one day I will have the chance to perform to everybody and really entertain them and make the whole concert really enjoyable!

Even SPCO concert.. I didnt had the chance to perform solo during our concert... pei zhen, chao yong, xue qi, jeremy..etc all had the opportunity.. sometimes I really envy them... I know that this is my most hated weakness!!! But I just cant overcome my weakness!!

I thought that perhaps SYCO could have given me a chance to perform the Concerto cos' I've been in the orchestra since it started till now and this may be the last yr i'll be in this orchestra... cos i'll be going overseas in sept...

And my dream is now vanished... even William who told me he won't be joining syco anymore.. said his dream was to also perform solo for the concert.. though he didnt get selected but he was given the opportunity to perform solo during the chamber concert last yr!

I know what Im saying now is a bit too emotional.. I know SYCO has already given me a big opportunity to being able to go to Tainan on 2006 to participate in their ChiShi Arts Festival. I am really very grateful and honoured to be selected. But if its not for Mr Quek who pushed it all, I don't think I'd ever be selected or perhaps the 11 of us would not have gone there. Thank You Mr Quek!! I'm really looking forward to your return soon!!

I am a person who hates to bottle things up.. I know I've always shown you my weakess moments.. You are my only friend whom has seen my tears rolling down so many many times! You are always so patient with me and is always the one who gives in to me when I throw my anger at you or scolded you or given you the 'black' face or even announced a cold war with you... I must admit that I really feel very lucky to have such a wonderful friend/god bro like you! I always told myself to be open-minded... to take away the 'jealousy' in me.. to be strong and not always cry over such small things.. or become overly-sensitive. Bcos' I know if I continue to be like this, someday both of us would end up tired of each other and it'll affect our friendship..
I'm trying to improve myself and be more open-minded.... its hard.. so hard... but i'm always trying.. though it fails so many times..

Thank You my god bro!!

Before I received the bad call, I received a good call.. don't know whether should I say good or bad.. its from a reporter.. Im not sure whether is it from the media or SP de..but then she wanted to interview me regarding the excellence award that I will be receiving this coming wed in sch.. one thing which made me so embarrassed was that she thought my gpa was like 3.9... but then when I corrected her that my gpa is not that good.. only 3.69... i somehow felt really disgusted in myself... thinking that... "am I really good enough to receive the award?" or "have they chose the wrong person?".. bcos frankly speaking, I don't think I am good enough to be a model student in SP.. though CCA wise.. indeed, I acheived a DIST all thanks to SYCO cos by joining it I already got 44 points.. but besides that, I cant think of other things which makes me a role model!!

She also asked me whether besides Chinese Orchestra what other things I participated or whether I learnt other instruments.. and I said no.. the only thing I could tell her was chinese orchestra and I play the Di Zi only!

haix.. But honestly, I feel very lucky and happy to have such wonderful teachers, friends and family who are so supportive of me.. If I have never met anyone of them, I don't think I will become who I am now...a much stronger and better person as before..

Thank You everyone!!

Anyway... enough of these emotions... Im feeling much better now.. I will continue to improve on my skills and make sure some day I will have the chance to perform on stage with my wonderful music!!! gambate ne!!!

Now, i shall carry on with the events... happier though...


alright!

On my way to Raymond's house to do ChuJun's card... I received a call from Tian Cang saying there's a gig on thurs... whee!! just the right time when I'm utterly BROKE now!!! I can earn fast cash again~~! =))))) hehehe.. so she somehow cheered me up with the $$$$~!!!! whakAkaKAka~!

Then Raymond's mum was super nice!! offered me a plate of her home cooked noodles with duck, chicken and mushroom~!! really very touched and happy.. even offered me 2 packets of drinks..hehehe.. =))) the food was tasty!!

Then after that we went to watch movie at AMK Hub.. was deciding between meet the spartans and sky of love.. cos of the time left... so in the end.. we watched sky of love... thought it would be a nice movie.. cos the newspapers wrote that teen girls may cry watching the movie... then angie and the rest also wanted to watch on sun..

GUESS WAD!! The movie SUCKS!!! It was so DRAGGY!!! The story plot was a bit weird.. that guy got cancer for 2 yrs.. and we wonder what he was doing when he found out he had cancer... normal human beings will surely go seek for treatment de rite!! since its in the early stage.. just go extract the tumor and everything will be alright!! some parts were redundant.. like the girl finding another boyfriend and then dumping him in e end to go back to her old lover.. -.- first time I watched till I really wanna get out of the cinema!! But both of us "jian chi dao di" lol... -.- anyway, haix.. really feel so guilty again... cos' i've again introduced him a bad movie..lol! haix.. wasted his money.. =(

then after that, we went to meet derek and chu jun to have dinner together and celebrate jun's flying overseas on wed!! =D yeah.. we ended up eating MOS Burger.. but it was cool =)) then gave her the book we made... we're happy that she likes it!! spent quite some time doing it ^^ took pics and after that around 9pm plus, the 4 of us decided to sing K BOX!!! YEAH!!! 1st time ever gone to KBox with jun and derek!! It was really so fun and enjoyable!!!! hahahahaaha!! but so sad la!! jun nv sing.. haix.. =( but it was fun. singing.. making everyone laugh with our funny singing.. haha.. the 'skin and bones' song.. titled "Yellow" -.- by cold play.. i loved the song la.. but didn't know why i sing till we laugh..lol!!

ROng Shu Xia song was funny too!! raymond sing till so lao!! so we all wanted to copy him..lol.. then compete with each other who could sing the lowest or highest in pitch.. so basically, the 4 of us went a bit crazy and wild!!

Jun left at around 1am plus i think.. then the 3 of us continued to sing.. 1st time man!! we sing till no more song to sing.. then anyhow picked any weird, old, jap songs to sing... sung the verse and chorus then skip to next song.. repeated some songs..lol.. then derek was like asleep.. so left raymond and I singing..lol.. surprisingly we could really last till 3am!! till it closes.. whaha!!

But i really enjoyed singing with them..4 people just nice! cos too many people sing also not fun.. it gets boring after some time especially while waiting for your song and not knowing how to sing other people's songs..

then the 3 of us took a cab home.. cannot tahan liao.. lol.. but surprisingly the cab fare was ok.. not really ex though.. each of us like only pay 4bucks..

yeah.. and that was yesterday...

went home sleep till 9am.. then woke up prepared to meet hazel at orchard at 11am.. to attend a Women Power Lunch at The Regent Hotel.
Met a few new friends on our table.. all of them were very friendly.. we introduced our names.. hah... then basically the lunch is about a talk from the SCWO..Women's Association.. didnt know today's International Women's Day!! Whee!!!!

Happy Women's Day to all Women!!! yea... women rocks! =)

then the talk was boring!!

haha..

hazel and i were not really paying attention to the speakers...

our minds were like...

FOOD!!! FASTER COME TO US!!!

luckily, the food was great! so in the end, the whole event turned out to be quite well.. just that it was so long la!!! from 1130am ALL THE WAY TILL 3pm!!! SITTING DOWN LISTENING TO THEM TALK... and eat la..

We both loved the bread, salmon and the mushroom soup!! oishi desu ne!!

anyway, I guessed what the panel of speakers said were true... women tend to be the one losing out in a male dominated society.. but then in order for us to be successful, we have to persevere and to believe in ourselves! Men tend to do things with a clear vision or motive but women on the other hand, tend to be more uncertain in the things they do.. which would many at times make people doubt us whether we really know what we are doing or whether we really know how to lead others..

But still speaking of bosses, I still feel male employers are much friendlier to female employees.. partly also due to my own experiences in part time working environment.. =P

So all women!! jia you ba!!

we shall rule the world in time!!

whahahahaha!!

joking.. =P


anyway.. so after that, I learnt a lot of important things from the great leaders and women speakers.. they somehow inspired me and taught me not to give up that easily and some day we could prove to men and others what we are capable of doing.. if men can be so successful and dominating, why can't women do the same thing too right?! we are all humans.. hehehehe.

then went out shopping spree with hazel.. tiring but fun! hehe..

going to die liao.. im so tired!! tmr need to go evco so early!! argh!! 930am have to reach.. OH MAN!!! /.\

*haix.. i wonder whether lao shi got received my msg yesterday or not? felt so weird after sending him the msg...cos.. he told me that if got any probs can tell him.. but i've yet received any reply from him except... "pls reach csco by 930am tmr.. wear all black.." =S*

anyway.. oyasuminasai (good night), MINA (everyone)!!

9:25:00 PM


Wednesday, March 5, 2008

so messed up!!

Dear Diary,

hai.. today kind of messed up for my concerto audition. still can't overcome my nervousness!! argh!! hate myself!! so long in CO le.. perf so many times le.. but when it comes to solo.. till now i still cant overcome it!! argh!! i flunked during my kuai ban!! 2 times!! haix.. so sad.. last chance le.. think wont get selected.. got 6 of us audit.. then i was the 5th person to audit.. then the first 4 all very good!! 1st one was suona then yangqin then sheng then gu zheng.. then me then dizi again.. hai.. i think the suona and yangqin will get selected.. they are really good!! so sad.. /.\ but think i've tried my best!!

thought i could perform better than my diploma exam.. =(

haix...

anyway.. today's private lesson with my student was ok.. hehe.. she learn very fast!! hehe.. but her dog is very scary man!! can kill ppl!!

sian.. now nv buy concession.. but like regret no buying earlier.. cos i like every 2 days must top up $10..!!!!!! broke liao la!! so i've been saving money by alighting at hougang or buangkok station instead of taking sengkang LRT.. then walk to my house.. take like 20mins la.. exercise. haha.. but sad la.. now cant buy cos next sat im flying to taiwan for 8days.. so buy a bit waste money..hai.. tmr sat sun taking bus and train.. sharks!!!

my father so good.. give my bro money to learn driving.. haix.. i got my basic theory le.. but he nv give me.. =( sadded.. but anyway, also dun feel like learning now.. due to so many road accidents recently.. i think take public transport better.. lol.. i want money to go travelling instead!!! *.*


oh well...

haix.. ='(

10:52:00 PM


Monday, March 3, 2008

haix

Dear Diary,

hai.. today SYCO prac very stressed!! cos the Ga Da Mei Ling Jiao Xiang Qu song with SCO is damn hard for the xin di part!! i just cant play well for xin di! especially during the 16th notes.. and need to play fast.. using Da F!! No sound comes out leh.. especially the low notes.. haix.. cannot make it la.. xin di is so hard!!! hai.. why from qu di i downgrade to xin di.. sadded.. =( fingers so painful.. holes so far away.. cannot cover properly.. then so many keys change.. need to use Da G, Da F, D Qudi, Bb.. keep changing after a few bars.. i think toooooo challenging le.. haix..

the good thing about this song is that it is very nice!!!! super nice song with beautiful melodies!! =)

think im just so bad at dizi ba.. though i got my diploma le but then my skills are so lousy.. argh!! no confidence le.. these few days prac dizi till so bad.. very lazy leh.. how!! i need motivation!!!

next week's concerto audition le.. really hope i will get selected!! my only dream.. having SCO accompanying me for my solo piece!! cos june may be the last concert with SYCO and SCO.. haix.. how.. hsien han say Ye Cong likes very Ci Ji de songs.. the piece i chose Zou Xi Kou like not Ci Ji enough leh.. even got a 3mins plus of Man Ban.. that is e hardest la!!! i cant bring myself into the sad mood.. how ar!!!!

I think i really lack of confidence!! so long in CO le i still feel so nervous whenever i have solo parts.. hai.. how ar..!! how to overcome my nervousness??!!

die liao la..!! i need to jia you liao!! cannot be so lazy la!!!! arghhhhh

=(

10:13:00 PM


Sunday, March 2, 2008

celebration + unlucky encounter

Dear Diary,

today quite tiring day.. morning around 8am went to gym with Michelle. haha.. we exercised for like 2 hrs.. then dunno y my stomach suddenly very pain.. hope to exercise with her every week so that we can meet our goal.. SLIM DOWN!!!!

anyway.. after when the rained stopped, i went to hougang to check on the mole on my face.. that time went to remove but like not yet disappeared.. haha.. then went to cut hair! so angry la!! first time cut hair till so so so so uncomfortable!!! the hairdresser auntie like 1st time cutting someone's hair. She looked so confused and inconfident.. then cut halfway nervous till dropped the comb.. worse still when she dropped it on the super dirty floor with lots of hairs, she just took it up and combed it on my hair.. -.- >.<"" then i asked her to cut my fringe slanted pattern.. but she like didnt know how.. then she used the wrong scissors to cut.. -.-" then i got a bit pissed off and somehow complained to her why she cut till so weird one.. though i know i was being a bit insensitive and rude, I felt really so uncomfortable la.. in the end.. i just accepted the hair cut and paid her 10bucks without saying any thanks..

then when i went to the toilet to check, my hair was one side longer than e other!! didnt want to go back to the salon, so i walked all the way to my house the Veri not Nice kopitiam there de salon to cut.. then i just said i wanna trim my ends ONLY.. then the person said 10bucks. siao.. only the ends la.. then after that i explained to her then she said ok la.. $6..

next time wanna cut better go to those expensive ones.. though expensive, but their service should be much better..

anyway, felt a bit bad.. for being so rude to the hairdresser.. haix..

after that, returned home to blow dizi.. stomach pain again.. -.-

then at 630pm went to meet chiew hsia at sengkang mrt to meet the rest at VivoCity..

as expected, ling er and pei zhen didnt come.. haix.. so left hazel, yue ting, chiew hsia, mei hui and her BF and I went.. went to Marche to eat.. queued up for quite long.. but in the meantime taking photos..lol!!! memories~~!!

then finally got to eat my Rosti!! yummy~~! took lots of photos again..lol.. played black magic, the mrt stop.. so stupid game la!! in the end yue ting and i gave up.. and asked mei hui and hazel for the ans.. chiew hsia very determined.. finally got to know the trick to the qn.. whahaha!!

after that, stomach pain again.. rushed to the toilet.. hai so paiseh la..!! think my stomach got prob.. -.-""

anyway Mei Hui planning for clubbing together in april!! whaha!! nv been to a pub or club b4.. so quite looking forward.. ladies night.. =) wheee~!! ^^

i need toilet again..... -.-""

12:27:00 AM


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