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Name: Joyce Poh
School: Singapore Polytechnic
Course: Dip in Music and Audio Technology (Yr3)
Age: 19
DateOfBirth: 27October1988

MY LOVES
DiZi
Performing
MUSIC!
Comedy/Romance Movies
Anime
Swimming
Dreaming
Egg,Ice-cream,chocolate
People who cares
Smiling =)

MY HATES
Unappreciative ppl
Horror Movies
World War/Home War
Making Decisions
Yam, EggPlant and Lady's Fingers

MY WISHES
Peace & Harmony
Know myself & others better
Everyone I care are healthy including myself
Jaw faster heal!!
Happy and more energetic


Thursday, March 27, 2008

living without an aim.. is that me??

Dear Diary,

argh.. been coughing like non stop!! so weird.. last night and e night before kept coughing like siao la.. so weird.. my cough would begin at around 12am and another one around 6am.. weird man.. argh!! ate the medicine the doc prescribed and got 2 big ulcers and rashes.. wasted my money la!

yesterday's syco prac I felt so sucky.. maybe its really my fault ba... perhaps I've tui bu liao.. been downgraded again.. haix.... though lao shi said in a nice manner.. u blow the qu di 2 instead of qu di 1 to support Pauline.. but think maybe im not ready to blow the lead melody ba.. haix.. sadded... then why opportunity comes when im gonna leave?? conductor came in yesterday and said he wants a dizi duet or ensemble for the beautiful sun concert in sept.. but they told him that i gonna leave for overseas studies.. then like left 2 or 3 persons to continue.. haix.. sian leh.. Then e first thing I came into the room, they all asked me when Im going off.. hai.. I still do not know la.. till now im like avoiding it..

Received the NTU/NIE letter saying I got shortlisted for an interview on tues de.. but I was sick till very jia lat.. so told them to change another appointment for me.. so confused.. I havent received any scholarship letter to go for interview yet.. the NAC and MDA I still applying halfway.. need to write 3 essays.. sian..

hai.. after this Taiwan trip.. been sick like for 2 weeks plus le.. then the airplane flight incident.. make me now having phobia of taking airplanes.. /.\

Don't know if I am able to take care of myself and get used to the life overseas or not..

all the expenses there so expensive..

but its really a good opportunity for me and my future..

Going NIE means I have to become a teacher le...

hai.. what the heck is my dream?? (I wanted to become a musician.. this was my 1 and only dream I used to have.. but its not possible to come true now..)

what is my aim?

I'm like now rotting at home.. everything seems so boring..

I cant be lazy anymore!!! argh!!!!

12:43:00 PM


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