Dear Diary,

long time nv blog le.. i've been super busy recently..so many things happened when i started to work.. haix.. but anyway, i've sorted out my feelings le. now just want to become stronger and turn a new leaf.. hai.. so stressed!! >.<"" feel that I have no time for rest at all.. but then i cannot possibly give up my other commitments.. but then i feel that im just not committed enough. why..is it so hard to make decisions..

anyway,last sun went to NTU to help Edwin and YanXi play dizi for their songwriting competition. It was enjoyable.. its been so long since I met my DMAT classmates.. and also saw some changes in my friends..haix.. anyway.. we had a make over.. and i looked really different.. but sadded didnt take a lot of photo cos' sent my phone for fixing.. shall wait for edwin to send us all the pics we took! ^^

anyway.. yay.. this sun going sentosa with M7..to celebrate Mei Hui and LingEr's Birthdays..its been 4 yrs since I stepped into Sentosa.. =)) but so sorry James! I cant join u all for your celebration.. sorry!! =x I shall make up some time..

raymond and my perf is postponed to 7 Sept 8pm-10pm at White Tangerine Cafe. Do come down to watch if you're free =)

SYCO beautiful sun concert is on 14 Sept from 3pm-4pm @ Esplanade Concert Hall.. Do come down too..^^

and Im looking forward to more perfs.. and gigs..whaha!

and.. competitions.. haix..

i need more time to prac......and also to slim down.. haha.. =(

Dear Diary,

I'm so tired.. since mon have been having bad headache.. maybe not used to staring at the computer for long hours.. and kept referring to my notes and thinking what are the things I am supposed to do.. haix.. pain man!! panadol also no use..

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every night sleep quite late.. cos' almost everyday got activities after work.. come home around 10plus to 11pm.. then have to settle some other stuffs.. before I can rest..

looking forward to fri.. cos' singing~! yay! then long weekend.. fri-mon..

but sian.. monday 9am-1pm have to go help out in recording.. but i like recording =)) fun.. but scary.. cos' they change the system there.. must go early to test out.. =x

just now went for syco.. only pauline and i came.. haha.. so fun! lao shi taught us how to play 'xiao'.. he brought 2 xiaos for pauline and bing hong.. but binghong didnt come.. so I played the xiao.. forgot to bring mine.. then we played the xiao song.. so hard! but nice piece.. =)) lao shi so great! then had a really nice chat with him hehehehehe.. =))

Hope he'll continue to teach us next yr in syco!! =))

ZzZ.. head so painful.. argh >.<"" gonna burst le!

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i miss....... =(

to everyone who are mugging for exams.. jia you ok!! dont give up!! you can do it!

to everyone who are starting new uni life.. jia you ok!! and all the best!! =) make more new and great friends!!

to everyone like me.. now working.. lol.. enjoy working.. haha.. dont be so stress..and lesser headache.. lol....-.-

to everyone..

lol..

stay healthy and safe always.. be happy! ^^

Dear Diary,

Its been so long since I last blogged.. been busy recently.. so rather spend e time writing inside my diary..lol.. then blog.. =x

anyway, the past 1 week I was super busy.. started my 1st week of perm job.. from 9-6pm.. and the only thing i can say is "I'm really stressed!!" Cos' Im replacing another person and she had to pass and teach me everything within 3.5days!! cos' wed she took leave.. and other times she had to finish her work b4 teaching me..

But she's really a very nice and patient person!! Linda, all the best in your new job!! ^^

I must get used to this working life.. because I must move on and make good use of my 1 year..

I've signed up for NAC Competition this yr! yAy!! I'll be participating with Cheng San CO for the ensemble category as well as Dizi Solo..hee =)) I must really jia you.. so weekends and public holidays now are a treasure for me.. to practice my Dizi..

I'm also very motivated now.. especially after signing up the singing lesson course @ Echomusic with Raymond and Regina.. and also got to know Max who is in the same group as us.. he's really nice and funny..lol!! And Im really enjoying the time with them!! Regina's quite cute and funny too..hee.. and she's really brave!! ^^

tmr's our photoshoot le.. finally.. actually we were a bit disappointed about the programme last wk cos' we had music theory lesson instead of vocal lesson and were not told that our teacher was on leave.. then our photoshoot which was supposed to be last sat, was also postponed.. and we were only told on fri night after our theory lesson -.-

But luckily, yesterday was quite good.. finally got to learn some of the basic singing techniques like using head and chest voice.. and also the gliding sound technique from 1 octave to another.. without making your 'apple' go up.. lol.. =))

Then we practiced our duet song which we will be performing our first ever singing perf on 17 Aug.. =))

Actually Raymond and I are supposed to be perm partners but this time they wanna change partners to try out..so i'm partnering with Max and Regina with Raymond..hee.. Max and I will be singing 'Jin Tian Ni Yao Jia Gei Wo Ma" by David Tao and Jolin.. =)) Cool!!

But I like raymond and regina's song.. 'Nan Ren Nu Ren".. =))

Lets all jia you ba!! =)) hopefully, after more singing exposure.. we all will boost our confidence more!!

yAy!!

Suddenly I feel that I have so many commitments till I'm starting to feel a bit stressed, tired and packed.. I cant have time to rest or go out with friends.. except on weekends or after work..haix.. mon, wed got syco.. but until sept beautiful sun concert then stop le..yay.. then thurs teach dizi.. fri singing lesson.. only tue free.. then I have another home based job.. then sun chengsan co prac..-.-

But I like it..hehe.. cos' no stress no life.. I love stress and I am going to handle all of them!! =))

but now.. im pretty stressed about work.. cos' of another opportunity..

Sometimes I really hate myself for not able to make big decisions.. or perhaps im too greedy to accept whatever opportunities that come to me but they all come at different timings.. Perhaps.. i'm just afraid.. I wanna overcome my fear of making decisions!! argh >.<"" Im really sorry, my dear lecturers, friends and supporters.. i guessed i've been a disappointment to you all.. but i will definitely work out my fear and face it!! For now, I just wanna make good use of my time to learn more things.. to expose to different things.. and my goal: Competition. jia you jia you!! Hong Lao Shi, I need your guidance! hehehe.. I'm happy and lucky to have really great friends in my life!! thank you all! =))