Dear Diary,

Today I was mad.. haha.. went on a shopping spree... heartache.. cos not working le=no income.. but also happy la.. cos at least the stuffs i bought are really important and useful.. finaly bought myself a new pair of running shoes..=)) after so many months without a proper pair of running shoes.. tmr onwards I'll have more motivation to start my daily running exercise.. =))

Bought a new pair of covered black shoes for work.. helping Mei Hui to work next mon-thurs at Vivo.. so long didnt work as promoter le.. sure stress de lo.. tmr going down for training.. hopefully i'm paid ba.. but most likely like no pay for training.. -.- 5hrs.. have to wear white shirt black pants and covered shoes..

actually didnt really want to work.. cos' especially after this morning's dizi lesson with lao shi.. I suddenly feel that i'm still not up to my own expectations yet.. I know I still have lots of practicing and improvement to work on.. cos I know I can do much better than my current playing.. I feel that though I'm not working right now, there seems to be not much time left.. haix..

And self-image is also very important.. I want to look good on stage.. but with my current figure.. cmi.. haix.. so need to really work on it..

I must really change my bad habit.. *laziness*

shoo shoo..

and my face also.. though lesser pimples recently.. after buying the facial cleasner which I invested quite a lot of money in.. my pimple scars are still stuck on my face.. argh >.<"

thinking of working from mon-thurs next week.. feel a bit sian..and wasted.. though can earn money la.. but then also not much.. have to stand for 8hrs..and dinner time no pay also.. *_*

hopefully the long hours of standing can help me lose some weight.. at least its better than sitting down..

today really tired man.. actually planned to prac dizi today.. cos' i didnt really prac on mon and tues.. felt really uncomfortable about ruining my own plans.. and also planned to either go swimming or running.. cos' lao shi say it will definitely help in boosting my 'Qi'!! but then also in e end didnt.. ended up.. after lesson, went to meet the other boss to help out with his online instrument shop website thingy.. took pics.. but I was so bad at taking the pics.. ended up not really well.. then after that about 6pm le.. i had to buy my shoes for tmr's training.. and etc..

i planned my schedule tmr morning.. to go to the park to run from 7am-8am.. then after that prac dizi for 2-3hrs before going for training from 1pm-6pm.. hai.. i guess it'll take me one whole day again.. at night got to teach mel at 730pm..

i must definitely follow my plan!! pls wake up early tmr, joyce!!

good night~!