Dear Diary,

Today super tired sia! another marathon for me..lol.. but i love it cos' its so challenging..whaha!

Morning at 11am went down to SP SAA for model student interview.. didnt know interview's in groups of 5 at one time.. my group was the last group and i was late.. actually not really late cos the person told me to come down at 1050am but suddenly at around 10.10am called me to ask whether could i come down earlier cos' the other groups were ending fast. But i couldnt cos still at Kovan i think..haha.. then when i reached there the other 4 ppl were waiting for me.. so paiseh la!!!!

Then when we went in, I was super so stressed and nervous!!! There were 3 interviewers all from SAA.. Then the 1st qn they asked was What you think a role model should be.. then the 4 ppl sitting around me, all started to take turns to say then i was the last one to say.. hai.. so nervous till i didnt know what to say.. haix.. Then the next qn was to tell them more about ourselves and our activites we take part.. This time round i was quite confident of what i wanted to say.. i even rehearsed at home a few times..haha.. but then when i started to talk, i was so nervous that i didnt know what i was saying.. all i said was about chinese orchestra.. the important points like representing SYCO to tainan perf i didnt say out! OH MAN!! regretted a bit.. then i was so nervous when i talked.. the other ppl talked till so confidentally and calmly.. and i think they all were great!! i think im wont get this award le.. cos i think i flunked it.. hai=( maybe im not even worthy to be a role model student.. i've yet to improve on myself more... i wanna improve myself in terms of character and academic!! OH MAN!!

After that, called hazel to ask whether she's in sch.. then chatted with her and watched anime while waiting for time to pass. I had to leave sch around 1230pm to go novena sq for performance again. Then chatted wif geoff.. he's so nice... say got things to pass me..haha.. i wonder what are the things.. hehe.. so excited.. he also said cant bear me to give up music.. hmm.. i must really think carefully.. saw Dr Tan on the way up too and she also encouraged me to go Keele Uni.. haha!! i love my lecturers!! =D

After chatting with Tim R about whether US or UK is safe..i rushed to novena sq.. was so scared i was late.. cos time was already 1245pm.. had to reach by 120pm latest cos i haven't change into costume yet.. Lucky i was on time..then performed.. quite ok.. today played lesser songs than yesterday cos got a girl sang 2 songs..

After that, went home and changed into lighter clothes and put my stuffs then went to meet Raymond at city hall..hehe.. went shopping and crapped a lot! so funny la!! hahahahaha...then saw louis, yuan jie, bo yuan, yu fang, peggy, chai huat and feng ni on the way.. so coincident man!! =D bought jun's present le.. yeah!! looking forward to raymond and chu jun's birthday celebration this sun!! yeah!!! =D i love celebrations.. i love shopping with all of them! ^^

happy new yr eve!!

good nights =P