Dear Diary,

hai.. today kind of messed up for my concerto audition. still can't overcome my nervousness!! argh!! hate myself!! so long in CO le.. perf so many times le.. but when it comes to solo.. till now i still cant overcome it!! argh!! i flunked during my kuai ban!! 2 times!! haix.. so sad.. last chance le.. think wont get selected.. got 6 of us audit.. then i was the 5th person to audit.. then the first 4 all very good!! 1st one was suona then yangqin then sheng then gu zheng.. then me then dizi again.. hai.. i think the suona and yangqin will get selected.. they are really good!! so sad.. /.\ but think i've tried my best!!

thought i could perform better than my diploma exam.. =(

haix...

anyway.. today's private lesson with my student was ok.. hehe.. she learn very fast!! hehe.. but her dog is very scary man!! can kill ppl!!

sian.. now nv buy concession.. but like regret no buying earlier.. cos i like every 2 days must top up $10..!!!!!! broke liao la!! so i've been saving money by alighting at hougang or buangkok station instead of taking sengkang LRT.. then walk to my house.. take like 20mins la.. exercise. haha.. but sad la.. now cant buy cos next sat im flying to taiwan for 8days.. so buy a bit waste money..hai.. tmr sat sun taking bus and train.. sharks!!!

my father so good.. give my bro money to learn driving.. haix.. i got my basic theory le.. but he nv give me.. =( sadded.. but anyway, also dun feel like learning now.. due to so many road accidents recently.. i think take public transport better.. lol.. i want money to go travelling instead!!! *.*


oh well...

haix.. ='(