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Name: Joyce Poh
School: Singapore Polytechnic
Course: Dip in Music and Audio Technology (Yr3)
Age: 19
DateOfBirth: 27October1988

MY LOVES
DiZi
Performing
MUSIC!
Comedy/Romance Movies
Anime
Swimming
Dreaming
Egg,Ice-cream,chocolate
People who cares
Smiling =)

MY HATES
Unappreciative ppl
Horror Movies
World War/Home War
Making Decisions
Yam, EggPlant and Lady's Fingers

MY WISHES
Peace & Harmony
Know myself & others better
Everyone I care are healthy including myself
Jaw faster heal!!
Happy and more energetic

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Was being very happy the day before... and everything seemed to be the exact opposite the next day..

Morning went to work with mum yesterday.. actually didnt know why la.. but on the way to work, I already felt very weird liao.. and also uncomfortable.. cos' kept thinking about the pay.. $7/hr is actually counted not bad a pay.. but the thing was just working for 4hrs.. then my train fare was like $2 from sengkang lrt to raffles.. so ex la. then thinking.. like not worth it leh..
so went to the company.. inside almost all are Indians.. and i have nothing wrong with them.. but i must admit that they speak very fluent and good english..

then the person asked me whether can i work for at least 2 months.. and i nodded but feeling a bit unsure..

then the whole process was a bit stressful, headache and uncomfortable.. dunno y i just hated the whole time there.. calling many ppl, getting rejected or scolded by them.. though the package was a free SPA Treatment by True Spa.. it's free totally! many said not interested.. then some even scolded say we kept calling them depsite them saying 'not interested' every time and its very annoying..

then as it was my 1st day of work, i was very blur! cos' many things to take note.. like the booking timings.. wad time and which day already full liao.. then must ask the customers many qns.. and etc.. so confusing..

i think telemarketing perhaps is not what i want to do and like after all.. haix..

felt so bad after work.. cos' if i leave i'm scared my mum would be put to a really bad position.. the manager might scold her.. cos' she introduced me to join this CO.. she went for the interview.. and i didnt... haix.. really felt so bad.. then didn't know wanna sms the manager to let her know or go down in person to talk..

then after deciding that i go down with my mum today to tell the manager that i wanna quit, my mum called yesterday and said its alright.. she will let her know on behalf of me.. surprisingly, my old neighbour, Yamuna, also works there.. but she didnt call us yesterday cos' scared call the wrong person.. then mum chatted with her on the way home cos' she saw yamuna inside the train when yamuna called my mum back.. i was not there at that time.. got separated..

then yamuna told my mum that the manager is a very easy-going person so should be no prob.. haix.. really scared my mum will be put into a diff position.. but then so funny.. this morn she didnt go work too.. -___-""

at this point.. i really feel that i'm like becoming someone who is not really me.. why am i so irresponsible? hai.. the working hours are actually very suitable for me.. 10am-2pm.. cos' i complain when the working hours are early.. and complain when they are too late.. cos' i have to teach dizi every wed evening.. and then i complain about the pay.. haix.. why am i like that?!!

thinking back getting the 'model stud' award.. its so embarrassing!

then after that.. went to teach dizi at 430pm.. then xu lao shi called me to ask me to help him relief lesson at 7pm again at chinatown.. i was so happy la.. cos' i think surely won't get paid for working 1 day in that company and leaving..

though i got syco sectional at night.. i decided to help him.. cos' i really need money liao..
then felt so bad.. kept on deciding should i apply syco leave or not? cos' i've been applying syco leave for so many many times this yr.. and i've applied another one next mon cos' of my perf at esplanade..

if i keep on applying.. im sure the management will get so irritated.. and wait kena blacklisted.. haix.. so ended up i decided not to apply leave.. cos' partly no internet access outside..

but then so LUCKY MAN!!

after my dizi lesson on the way to chinatown inside the train.. xu lao shi called me and told me dun need to go down le.. cos' the student's not coming.. haix..

then i sian diao.. money flew off liao.. =(

on the other hand, i was relieved too la.. cos' could go syco le.. ^^

prac was a total mess and embarrassment..

i really feel that im a big failure in dizi..

though felt very sad that i was somehow downgraded to xin di.. but i was wrong all the time..
cos' actually xin di's part though we rarely play melody.. and our sound cant be heard one in a big orchestra playing.. xin di is the most difficult one to play for that GA DA MEI LING song..

My Da F was spoiled.. it cracked halfway when i was practising with the rest.. haix..then before that, pauline could play the fast part and with sound coming out too.. but for me.. i couldnt get the sound out.. we exchanged dizi before my that Da F cracked.. cos' i thought maybe was my dizi's fault.. but it turned out to be my own fault.. our fingers are almost the same size and length.. and she could play it so well.. but for me.. i kept playing 'lou feng'... my fingers can't stretch like she did.. haix.. why?!!

so stupid and irritated of myself for the whole of yesterday's prac!! lao shi was like laughing at me cos' i couldnt blow well.. like blowing out air instead of tunes.. but my fingers can't stretch long enough so when i played fast notes, it would 'lou feng'.

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm such a disgrace..

after that went to meet james, ben, ray, jason, angie and jj for a chat and supper at kovan.. really had a great time chatting with them and we chatted many unpredictable things.. like the end of the world, marriage, sales..haha.. etc.. chatted all the way till this morning at almost 6am.. it was so fun!! Really hope to gather with them more!!! ^.^

actually was feeling quite low low low... ... ... emo-istic /.\

until... ...

i saw this in SP's student acc system... oh man!!

I'm so happy again! lol!! yEAH!!!!!!! I attained my Diploma with Merit !! plus 2 other unknown company cash awards!

money money... whakakaka!!

I sound like Mr. Krabs now.. oh man!

I miss Spongebob.. =(

and going out with spongebob =(

gonna buck up now!!

Gambate!!

haix..

8:10:00 PM

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