Dear Diary,

haix.. sian.. kena cheated by the facilitator job.. now nv call us for any trails le.. and because of that facilitator job i gave up my 3-day event job at suntec..-.- stupid me..

anyway.. sian.. havent receive my pays yet.. the mediacorp one, TFWA event, facilitator, konghwa.. -.-

received call from some tuition agency a few days ago say got a student pri 3 asked me to teach english.. then say call me back later but till now no news.. then relief teaching also no news.. haix.. hopefully this weekend's gig perf is confirmed..

yesterday at syco was horrible too.. hai.. dun wanna say liao.. cos partly also my fault ba.. for not attending a lot of the pracs.. but a lot really due to valid reasons.. sick, sch events, overseas..

Actually wanted to go reborn my hair yesterday too.. cos Hazel and Yue Ting reborned their hair at Kimage School at Funan IT Mall for like $40-50++ only!! that was so cheap la.. and guessed what, when I called them, they say $100!!-.- then i told them my hair was about the same as Hazel's shoulder length and she said shoulder length is $100.. short hair is $50.. so big diff!!! and maybe tt time the person charged hazel wrongly or something.. diao.. -.- haix.. so think wo3 gen1 reborn hair mei2 you3 yuan2...

my jaw is getting more and more painful.. like my head and ear gonna explode soon.. the pain is so excruciating..

still no news from MDA or MOE regarding the scholarship application.. only received NAC de so far and kena rejected.. cos incomplete submission..

that day went to sch to collect my cert for being top for the semester.. lol.. surprisingly.. but really happy.. but ended up a really embarrassed situation.. my lecturer forgot to inform the admin office that i was coming so after waiting for so long.. my name was not called up.. and it was damn embarrassing.. cos my junior and coursemate edwin were wondering why I didnt have.. I was so scared that my lecturer made a mistake that I was actually not top.. or something..-.- haix.. shuay.. but luckily admin office prepared my cert.. if not a wasted trip..

then just know the singing competition results.. I didnt get in.. but anyway, I dont really care la.. just went there for experience.. so didnt put up a lot of high hopes to get into the next round. But anyway must congratulate Hazel and Ryu for getting into the next round! "

"Daniel you must continue to jia you too!! Go participate in NYP's singing contest if they have ba! Im sure you'll be able to do it!!!" =))

Oh no man.. thursday is the NIE appointment briefing le.. and I just sent an email to the person in charge asking whether can I change my course to teaching music.. Bachelor of Arts instead of Bachelor of Science teaching math.. cos' i know i really hate math.. and I definitely wont be happy studying it.. 4 yrs still!

but 2 days le.. still no reply from them.. I sent to another person incharge of the music section but he told me to email to the admission office or something.. and say better confirm before i go for the appointment briefing.. but still no reply.. i still have tmr left.. wad if by tmr I still dont receive their reply? how?? should i go for the briefing on thurs?? or email to them to reject my application??

haix.. tmr is my graduation le.. so fast.. how i wish im still in poly..=( growing up is so horrible cos we have to make so many decisions that will affect us in our later life.. this is my turning point in life le... really cant regret any of my decisions.. oh man..

how good it'll be if I can teach music at NIE.. this will mean i get to study music and learn how to teach music.. and don't have to worry about the money.. oh gosh! why didnt i tot of asking them whether can I change course or not earlier on??!! I must be mad day dreaming all day long.. only got to wake up on sun night when I realised actually can try asking them.. wa kao.. so last min la..

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pls God.. help me for the last time.. at least let me receive their reply by tmr.. so i can make up my final decision.. learn and teach Music at NIE or go Keele Uni..

everything seems not to be working out right for me these days.. is it my own fault? Or im just being shuay..

btw these few days been watching Wars of In-Laws II.. the modern version online.. so damn nice la!! im addicted to it le..lol!