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Name: Joyce Poh
School: Singapore Polytechnic
Course: Dip in Music and Audio Technology (Yr3)
Age: 19
DateOfBirth: 27October1988

MY LOVES
DiZi
Performing
MUSIC!
Comedy/Romance Movies
Anime
Swimming
Dreaming
Egg,Ice-cream,chocolate
People who cares
Smiling =)

MY HATES
Unappreciative ppl
Horror Movies
World War/Home War
Making Decisions
Yam, EggPlant and Lady's Fingers

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Peace & Harmony
Know myself & others better
Everyone I care are healthy including myself
Jaw faster heal!!
Happy and more energetic


Tuesday, July 8, 2008

What A BAD Hair Day!! >.<""

Dear Diary,

This morning I spent the whole time uploading my html files into the web hosting.. but kept failing..even till now.. the website is down -.-" yesterday spent the whole afternoon and evening updating my website.. i've added more of my original works like midi compositions, original songs and video files.. =)

Then after that I went for a job interview by Soundbuzz.com Company at 11am.. was supposed to reach there at 11am but then I didnt know how to get to Keong Saik Rd at Outram Park exit.. so was kinda lost.. and by the time I got there with the help of the manager who was interviewing me, Naze, I managed to find the place.. but ended up all sweaty and so uncomfortable -.-" AND my thighs were so painful cos' the day before, I went running with Raymond and both of my thighs kept rubbing against each other till the skin tore and it hurts so much la, especially when I wore the jeans that kept rubbing against the torn skin just now!! -.-""

Then I guessed the interview was quite successful.. but one thing is that I am not sure whether it's the job that I want to do.. cos' its more of IT than related to my diploma.. the job is just converting audio file formats to other formats for mobile phones or wireless.. quite monotonous..and it has nothing to do with my diploma at all.. cos no composition or audio editing is required.. and i'm scared I'll find the job not challenging enough after a few weeks of working there..

Anyway, Naze told me he'll let me know again by the end of this week.. I'll be going for another job interview by FMO this thurs..the job im not too sure what i'll be doing.. but it is a studio.. think will do related to my diploma ba.. hopefully all goes well and its something that I like ba.. Next Mon got another job interview at GJ Creation.. its more of video editing work.. so training is needed.. hmm..

Then after interview, I went to meet Koen at AMK Hub to watch Hancock at 1pm.. the movie's quite nice and touching.. but very short only.. about less than 1.5hrs.. but really quite touching.. got one part which was the climax of the movie, I nearly teared..

spent quite a lot today.. haix.. now it's my turn to feel so bad of myself.. im like spending and spending and not earning money.. except for the dizi lesson which i'm teaching, and my monthly pocket money.. haix.. quite sick of getting allowance from my dad.. =(

And speaking of my dad, today's he fallen sick.. haix.. having flu and fever.. hope that he will get well soon! and he just scolded me yesterday.. and kept telling me to go UK study and dont waste the opportunity.. cos' its just 2 yrs and a double degree.. and then his duty is finished.. cos' he dun need to support me already.. as by then i can find a job and support myself..

sounds good rite? though i don't know if I like to be a student or not.. but being a student sounds very young to me.. lol!!

haix.. actually I know whatever reasons I give are all excuses.. cos' nothing is impossible.. there's a way to solve it like for money issue.. I guess the one good and acceptable reason I can give myself is whether I want to pursue that course or not? No matter what, if Im given full scholarship plus living expenses included, and the course doesnt interest me, its really no point to go.

I know I have passion for music.. but then I don't know why my heart is telling me not to go.. worse still, I don't know why since it is telling me not to go, why till now I have not reject the application?! Chiew Hsia asked me that night.. what is stopping me from giving up the scholarship totally? Why cant I give up and discard this heavy stress that i've been dealing with for the past 6 months?

today is already 8 July.. the accomodation letter have to be sent to keele uni by 16 july.

I dont know.. maybe i'm still immature to make the one rightful decision that i will not regret..

I think my weakness is that I don't know how to reject things.. perhaps im scared that when I reject, I will regret my decision.. that's why whenever opportunities come to me, I will accept cos' I know opportunities wont wait for me.. and when i accept them, I become so stressed..

weird aye..

anyway.. back to my story..

after a late lunch and catching up with each other with Koen when we finished our movie, I took bus 88 to Rivervale Plaza to meet Ah Mei.. Then accompanied her to eat mac.. then don't know why suddenly we felt like going to cut our hair..

then ah mei intro me a salon at Hougang Green there opposite Monfort School, having a promotion-$3.80 for all hair cuts.. so cheap man.. I could not believe my ears when she told me that.. and she said the salon is not those $10 hair cut salon or those very old or 'unprofessional-looking' salons.. she told me that they use those very gd products like loreal and shiseido..

sounds interesting, so we went there to take a look.. and to my amaze, the salon really looked like those professional salons which charge very expensive.. the salon just opened not long ago that's why having a opening promotion.. and inside got many people waiting to cut hair..

they even had a very big loreal poster inside their salon and a lot of those jap hair style books.. so we went in to try..

when it was my sis's turn.. a female hairdresser in her mid 30s or 40s, helped my sis to cut first.. and my sis was asking her which type of hair style suited her.. cos' she actually planning to thinner her hair.. and not cut a lot.. then the hairdresser called AMY.. told my sis that thinning her hair would look best on her..

so she started her haircut..

at first she looked like so professional cos' her speed of cutting was DAMN FAST! Like rushing for time.. but as she went on to thin my sis's hair.. i began to worry after seeing that AMY keeping on thinning my sis's hair like non-stop and like she's gonna cut all my sis's hair down.. and I was beginning to feel 'xin tong' for my sis after seeing lots and lots of hair on the floor getting thicker and thicker.. -.-

Then before she finished her hair cut, I could only look at my sis's side view.. so when she faced me after her hair cut, I thought she looked ok.. cos' didnt see it really clearly.. then it was my turn.. I thought it should be ok la.. cos' the poster outside the salon put.. 'hair-cut is done by professionals only'.. so thought maybe its a new style.. cos' my sis's hair is really too thick..

and then I told the hairdresser that I also wanna thin my hair.. cos' long time nv trim le.. then i left it to her.. WTH.. the moment she took her scissors to cut my hair, it felt like tearing and pulling my hair instead of cutting it.. and the scissors kept poking into my scalp.. so painful la!!

WTF.. that stupid hairdresser was super violent and was like rushing for time.. kept tearing my hair and cutting it like anyhow.. when I looked into the mirror i was like.. "OH MAN!! IS SHE GOING TO CUT OFF ALL OF MY HAIR?!" I was getting a bit worried and pissed off by her service.. kept thinning my hair like non-stop.. and the feeling was like using a pair of scissors to keep cutting a piece of paper many times.. >.<""

haix... after the hair cut, she even asked, 'how you find the hair cut?' she said my hair was very thick so cut thinner will look more natural.. then i was like giving a very astounded look to her.. and asked her 'do you think my hair has been cut till toooooo thin?' and she told me no la.. its nice.. =.=

so when she brought us to the cashier, told us that next time come again and look for her.. her name is AMY.

I'll tell her.. i'll NEVER return to the salon ever again!!

when I went home and looked at e mirror very carefully.. i was really so 'xin tong' la!! haix.. xin xin ku ku grow de long hair that can be tied evenly.. without those short hairs poking out.. and now my hair is back to square one..

I really didnt intend to cut short.. just wanna thin a bit.. but her a bit was a lot.. haix.. sob sob.. =(

I look so boyish now.. i can spike my top hair la.. and when i tie it's like super thin like one thin stretch of hair.. /.\

haix..and she cut till so uneven.. where got ppl thin hair till the top of the hair becomes super short de?!

I also wei my sis feel so xin tong.. she also regretted going.. haix.. cos' her hao bu rong yi nicely reborned long hair.. now become unevenly short poky hairs on top also.. haix.. very hard to tie also..

argh!! what a BAD hair day la! =(

now I finally learnt my lesson.. 'you will get for the price you pay'

i'll never trust those cheap hair salons ever again.. haix..............

after that went swimming with my sis.. and I puked my dinner out just now.. think indigestion..awwwwwwwwww~!

-____-"""

super f****ing pissed now!

>.<"

dear readers, pls pardon me for the violent and abusive language..

i'm just expressing out my anger..

first time.. so damn &*%$&^

11:20:00 PM


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