Dear Diary,

Its been so long since I last blogged.. been busy recently.. so rather spend e time writing inside my diary..lol.. then blog.. =x

anyway, the past 1 week I was super busy.. started my 1st week of perm job.. from 9-6pm.. and the only thing i can say is "I'm really stressed!!" Cos' Im replacing another person and she had to pass and teach me everything within 3.5days!! cos' wed she took leave.. and other times she had to finish her work b4 teaching me..

But she's really a very nice and patient person!! Linda, all the best in your new job!! ^^

I must get used to this working life.. because I must move on and make good use of my 1 year..

I've signed up for NAC Competition this yr! yAy!! I'll be participating with Cheng San CO for the ensemble category as well as Dizi Solo..hee =)) I must really jia you.. so weekends and public holidays now are a treasure for me.. to practice my Dizi..

I'm also very motivated now.. especially after signing up the singing lesson course @ Echomusic with Raymond and Regina.. and also got to know Max who is in the same group as us.. he's really nice and funny..lol!! And Im really enjoying the time with them!! Regina's quite cute and funny too..hee.. and she's really brave!! ^^

tmr's our photoshoot le.. finally.. actually we were a bit disappointed about the programme last wk cos' we had music theory lesson instead of vocal lesson and were not told that our teacher was on leave.. then our photoshoot which was supposed to be last sat, was also postponed.. and we were only told on fri night after our theory lesson -.-

But luckily, yesterday was quite good.. finally got to learn some of the basic singing techniques like using head and chest voice.. and also the gliding sound technique from 1 octave to another.. without making your 'apple' go up.. lol.. =))

Then we practiced our duet song which we will be performing our first ever singing perf on 17 Aug.. =))

Actually Raymond and I are supposed to be perm partners but this time they wanna change partners to try out..so i'm partnering with Max and Regina with Raymond..hee.. Max and I will be singing 'Jin Tian Ni Yao Jia Gei Wo Ma" by David Tao and Jolin.. =)) Cool!!

But I like raymond and regina's song.. 'Nan Ren Nu Ren".. =))

Lets all jia you ba!! =)) hopefully, after more singing exposure.. we all will boost our confidence more!!

yAy!!

Suddenly I feel that I have so many commitments till I'm starting to feel a bit stressed, tired and packed.. I cant have time to rest or go out with friends.. except on weekends or after work..haix.. mon, wed got syco.. but until sept beautiful sun concert then stop le..yay.. then thurs teach dizi.. fri singing lesson.. only tue free.. then I have another home based job.. then sun chengsan co prac..-.-

But I like it..hehe.. cos' no stress no life.. I love stress and I am going to handle all of them!! =))

but now.. im pretty stressed about work.. cos' of another opportunity..

Sometimes I really hate myself for not able to make big decisions.. or perhaps im too greedy to accept whatever opportunities that come to me but they all come at different timings.. Perhaps.. i'm just afraid.. I wanna overcome my fear of making decisions!! argh >.<"" Im really sorry, my dear lecturers, friends and supporters.. i guessed i've been a disappointment to you all.. but i will definitely work out my fear and face it!! For now, I just wanna make good use of my time to learn more things.. to expose to different things.. and my goal: Competition. jia you jia you!! Hong Lao Shi, I need your guidance! hehehe.. I'm happy and lucky to have really great friends in my life!! thank you all! =))