Dear Diary,

Yesterday after work went to Sam's house. =) Da Bao subway to eat..hehe.. so long didnt go to her house le.. =) then chatted from 7pm-1130pm. She's very talented man.. plays a lot of instruments..piano, violin, guitar, piano, flute, singing..etc.. I think i really lack of determination ba.. so far i bought guitar and keyboard but didnt practice.. gave up halfway.. though i always tell myself not to give up so easily..hai.. luckily im still consistent in my Dizi.. and now taking up singing lessons.. i hope to learn as many things as possible..

Yesterday heard Sam played the piano.. so nice!! And suddenly had an urge to faster get home to practice on my keyboard.. already dusty liao.. When I heard her playing, suddenly whole mind felt so relaxed.. like all my worries were gone.. How I wish I can play like her.. =) Piano's so hard to coordinate!! >.< One thing... i felt really angry about myself.. though both of us take different courses, we're quite similar.. she's from Sonic Arts.. also got study what I've studied.. then when Sam asked me some questions about music technology stuffs.. i was totally lost for words.. blurr!!! cos' the things she asked me.. like I didnt learn in school before..I didnt understand what she had asked.. or was it that I did not pay enough attention in class? haix.. i feel so stupid.. =( Its either her school really taught a lot and more in depth than mine.. But one thing for sure, i've never regretted studying music and audio technology in SP.. =)

but then... why a stupid person can get merit and also become model student.....?? Where did my marks come from? Luck or really my hard work?

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I have to relax and not think so much le.. let nature takes it course ba..^^

Anyway, I'm having my 3rd perf at WTC this coming sunday at 7pm =) Esther just msged me.. needa sing 3 songs.. I hope I will impress her or at least let her see my improvement.. on my FEELINGS!!! jia you ba!! yahoo..Aza Aza Fighting!! =D

btw, how time flies.. if I had chose to go UK this year, I'll be at UK now le.. lol -.-

what's my path?