Dear Diary,

it's been so long since I stayed at home on a Saturday.. today seemed so empty and weird..maybe i'm used to going out le ba..actually wanted to go out with my poly friends but they had projects to do in school.. i seem to be the very free one.. so William came to my house this afternoon.. listened to my competition piece.. and gave some comments.. then we also chatted a lot..haha.. its been so long since we chatted..

then i hate my bro.. he is mad.. so late le still sleeping.. hao bu rong yi.. i got time to practice my dizi.. and he started screaming when i blew.. and its not as if i blow till so nan ting or wad.. >.<"

my sis also.. i know no matter how much we talk or explain to her she won't listen de.. so from now on, i shall not bother about what she wanna do.. just give her all the freedom she wants.. i shall not care anymore.. treat her so nice.. she still doesnt understand..haix.. wash my hands off her.. Perhaps I will have a more enjoyable time if I don't worry so much.. leave them all as they are.. cos' its our own choice whether we want to change for the better or not.. it won't help at all if we just keep on scolding or reminding them but things are still the same and doesnt get any better at all..

haix.. my desktop computer de sound card i suspect spoil le.. /.\

When i wanna play my music, i only can hear the background music.. cant hear the vocals.. though i on the loudest le.. the whole sound becomes so muffled.. and then i thought my speakers spoil.. but when i plugged my headphones into my CPU, also the same.. then checked settings.. but didnt put any EQ or wad..

ARGH~ >.<"

Damn pissed off!!

can anyone help me?? /.\

monday gonna train newcomer le.. cant take leave next week!! endure 1 more month and i'm free le.......