This was the only animal I saw *-*

And the only fishes I saw *_*

On Tues, I miraclously bought my new cpu.. with the help of my bro.. haha.. called him dozens of time to ask him questions regarding the computer parts.. hee.. bought the motherboard, processor, casing, ram and power supply unit for $300 =) yay!

And he helped me to fix.. its working perfectly fine now! luckily all my documents are safe.. so dun need to reinstall anything! =)) hee..

but of course.. haix.. learnt my big lesson le.. haix.. $360 gone.. jus like tt.. bought the MIDI USB Cable for $30 and printer ink $30.. /.\

the most torturous part was to carry the freaking heavy cpu from sim lim sq all the way to Little India and back to my home..

wanna save money ma.. so no choice..

now my body's all aching.. especially plus the accumulated muscle aches I received from Monday night.. carried the heavy bag of music stands plus files.. I think the bag weighed at least 10KG! no joke.. *_* I cant believe Im getting stronger..lol

Dear Buddha, how can I move forward? How can I get rid of the really torturous and painful feeling? How can I get rid of jealousy and hatred? The unfairness.. The wish I always wanted it to come true..but it will never be fulfilled.. I wanna be open to others too.. and finding a new meaning in life.. finding back the blissful feeling I had 4 yrs ago.. perhaps leaving will be the best solution? But can I do it.. can I bear to give up everything.. or maybe not taking it too seriously will help? but then.. Im a serious person.. maybe its bad to be a serious person.. hmmm...

I wonder..

when will my Mr Right arrive?

maybe its not the time to talk about love..

hmmm.. got influenced by the taiwan drama i just finished watching..“命中注定我爱你”

it would be good if life was a fairytale..

sheesh..